Trade-off

This thought have come out in my mind these days. Seeing my buddies are busy at most of the time, I begin to think of this thing. This university life is the opposite of my school life.  Compare to them, I am far far away more relax than them, whereas my school life was very very busy. Then, I rarely learn to talk in front of many people, and now, in university, I have used to with talking to many people, especially on giving speech and doing presentation. One more thing, I never read my textbooks on detail when I was in high school, but now, I read all of my subjects' books. This is quite a trade-off, analogically.

Hufh, just spent today on preparing Friday's presentation and read Business Marketing book, have to pace up before the final test. This semester is quite challenging one, gonna do my best for the final. Left 40 days, and I still haven't started to think of what should I do, gonna need some help from my buddy. Hopefully, I can make it on time.

Tonight is just another lonely night, when will this feeling leave me? When will I find someone who can always be there for me so that I won't feel alone again? Only God who knows it...