Worst Phase of My Life?

Hmph, how I miss my school's life, where everything seemed to be going well, where everything was structured. There were clear things to do, clear directions to follow. How well my life was back then. I could achieve things well, thanks to those structured things. But now, I might say that this is the worst phase of my life. Well, in college, you can do what you want instead of studying. Now, I dunno what do I wanna do instead of studying. I wanna join an organization, but found none that excites me. I wanna do another activities, maybe some sports, but then transportation becomes the big issue. Hufh, I need something instead of studying, reading those e-books. Maybe what my lecturer said is right, I am in the wrong country. But precisely, wrong city. I'm very sick of this city already. This city is very stagnant I might say, barely find new things here. The society is also not that gives good influence on me.

Compare to what my buddies/friends do now after we are in colleges/universities, oh man, I am nothing. As big as 0. They join organizations, work, do another activities that interest them. While I am just studying, reading, online-ing, slacking around. Hufh, I am confused on how should I fix this. There is no such theories or guidelines to fix this. Plan to fix this is easy, but the implementation? Hmph, I can be very depressed because of these things. Oh God, please guide me to how it should be...

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Say, normal life?

Hmph, just realized life in a normal point of view. What I mean normal is like what we see in nowadays social life. Starting from my family. Whines, wishes, emotional conflicts, selfishness, nags, money matters, boredom. From my college friends, unnatural laughs, fake smile and care, luxury wishes, mutualism symbiosis. Hmph, this is so called 'normal' now. I'm kinda sick of society. Wanna find new society, a more mature and open-minded society. How I wish I lived in a society like that. Dunno why I suddenly nag things like this. Random thoughts, haha.

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Coming back

So, he will come back to hometown tomorrow. Surprisingly he informed all of us this time, as he never informs any one of his friends when he comes back. Hmm, this means that I should really plan well all of my plans, I bet he will held many outing days. I thought that he will come back after CNY, but I was very wrong from the first place, hahax XD Still have much time to hang out I guess, as mid term is next month. Haaah, always expect the unexpected XD Well, welcome home, buddy! =D

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A busy start

Woot, long time no post. Dunno why, just feel nothing to post for these weeks. Yep, I am in the 5th semester now. Fill with dominantly memorizing subjects == At the first time I think that why accounting students like me should study about Organizational Behaviour and Human Resources Management? After I read about the introduction chapter, I realized that both of them can support my career in the future. I must admit that I kinda enjoy the content of the books, although they are full of words and theories. Hmph, I already got a project for OB subject at week 1 == It's to interview employees, to ask their opinions about their supervisors. My group already interviewed two employees, left one to be interviewed tomorrow. Hope that it will be going well.

Talking about HRM, the lecturer is very very very great I think. He is kinda like Pak Rajin. He gives many lessons of life instead of HRM thingy. I think that he is successful already. Just imagine, have 1 business and gonna open up a new one next month, already get married and has 2 kids, and the most important one is that he really feels belong to my campus. Although he is strict, but he is not mean. Meeting him makes me feel warned, on how indiscipline I am now. Hope that I can be discipline again, hahax XD

Hah, 2 of my last semester grades hasn't come out. One of them is that "saekki" lecturer subject. I dun know what made her so long just to pass the grade paper to the academic. Unprofessional person will always be unprofessional. One more subject is MYOB, the lecturer has told us about the grades, but dunno why the result still hasn't come out. Hopefully got straight A again for last semester results XD

Feelings

Hmm, first post of the year. Well, Happy New Year 2013 to all my readers! =D Hope that this year can become a better year than previous year!

Had a hangout with Questers yesterday. Then, I felt nothing, that I didn't feel the usual ...bond. Something's been missing, I didn't know what it was. Yes, we still could laugh and share, but then it was not like the usual one. I'm afraid that I am the one who already have changed. Yesterday I tried to not talk about college thingy, but then I ran out of topic. I was not so me yesterday. Haaaah, after all, maybe that I should learn how to find another topic outside education things.

I've heard this thing long time ago, that Quest is not solid or divided. Hmph, for me, it's not like that. Logically, human beings will group together because they have the same vision or purpose. That makes why Quest was so solid at SHS, because we still have the same thing to pursue. But now, we are already at universities/college with our own major. Of course that we won't be that solid anymore, because we've already walked different path since we graduated from SHS. The only things that can prove that we are solid are that this group is still existed, and we still care about our group members. When one of us has a problem, we still care to help them anytime. I think that is the indicator of solidness now. Just remember that distance is not an obstacle for being solid. Believe this, we are separated because we are needed by other places, to help the places we go to grow. After all, I just wanna share what I think and I do hope that this group will continue its existence =)

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