2 Years of WPCAL

Hmm, time sure flies. Now this blog has been 2 years. Dunno why for this year I lose the urge to post something on this blog. Just see it by yourself, this is only the 39th post for this year, and left 2 months for this year. Maybe it won't reach half of last year's post. Hmm, maybe it's because that I can't feel blue again now, and I'm used to with the feeling of being alone. However, now I rarely feel alone since I've started to read the daily bread =) Haha, happy birthday to you, my blog! A nice place to share my life stories =)

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Encouraging Her

Just read her post. After I read her post title, I'm also wondering, just like the title, "Where is Carissa Clarence?" Yes, seems like after she enter her uni, the old her has been gone. And after each year passed, she suffered a lot I think, I can't understand why, because I'm not in her position. Many people said that the "Lion Cage" city is a hard place to live in, but I think that's not the only factor that made her so depressed and felt like she lost her life. She is alone, yes alone. She needs people to encourage, to comfort her there.

I used to pray for her every night, praying that God can relieve her stress, give her strength in her life. But after that 'incident', I've stopped it. I can't tell the reason why. After reading her post this morning, this question popped up in my mind, "Should I pray for her again?" and I decided to start it again starting from tonight. You know Car, you can just pray to God when you feel that your life isn't going well. Just cry if you need to, just pour out all of things that burden you, He will surely heal your pain, encourage you, give you strength to face this world. I dunno whether you find Him only when you feel you can't bear with your life burdens, I just wanna tell you that you should find Him instead of what conditions you are having in your life. I know that I'm not that perfect and even still at the lowest level in my spiritual life, but this is my suggestion as your friend. I believe that the old you that I used to know will come back again if you try again and let God has his part in it. You'll find your way of life, and all you need is believe that it'll happen and believe in Him =)

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Rare Circumstance

Well, this morning I was quite surprised as I got a missed call and message from my buddy. He asked me whether I had free time as he would talk about something to me. This circumstance happened for the first time in 8 years of our friendship, hahax. Then I replied him to just call me. About 10 mins later he called me. Actually he was having problems, and is having them which are quite burdening him that made him felt it's necessary to share it to someone. Tomorrow will be such a hectic day for him, as he'll join a Biology Competition and also he'll have his block exams. He's afraid that it won't be going well tomorrow. But there's another prob, the real prob, which I can't share it here. Hmm, when I heard his voice on the phone, yeah, he was not in his good condition, he was not the usual 'him'. I encouraged him with several words and he asked me to pray for him. Of course I will, and I've done that since that day. Think of wanna comfort him more tonite. Tomorrow he'll tell the real problem to me in details and I dunno whether I can help him as I am dumb for this kind of thing, if he asks me about accounting, I'll explain to him clearly, but for this thing, I just can help him with my logic sense. You can do it buddy, I know you are a strong person, and don't forget to leave the rest to God, as He is the one who owns our lives =)

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Irregular

Hah, this week had been the most irregular week for me. My schedule was out of my plan. Yeah, my grandma passed away on Sunday. It was a sudden sad news =( I knew it from my bro, he chatted with me through Line. Actually that was the day I had my outing day with KoO, and we were heading Sushi Tei for our lunch and planning to continue our day at Matador. But in all of the sudden, when I just arrived at Sushi Tei, I contacted my bro as I saw there was a missed call from him. Then he told me that my grandma was having heart attack and asked me to go home. I told him that I still hadn't had my lunch and I would go to see my grandma after lunch, but.... Two minutes later, he told me no need to see my grandma anymore as she passed away already. I was speechless, and I almost lost my appetite to eat. I felt sorry to my gang members because they had to know it even before our outing day started. I wanted to call my father, but then I didn't, as I knew my father wouldn't think clear if something like this happened. Around 2 hrs, we finished our lunch and I fetched all of them home. Around 4 pm, I arrived at home and went to my grandma's house and saw that my grandma lied on her bed with no breath anymore. Felt sad, however, her face looked peacefully. Very sudden indeed.

The chronology is like this. Actually my grandma would go to Penang to have her injection for her bone on Monday. Then, my father asked my bro to call my grandma before she went there. My bro then asked about her condition and so did she. Then suddenly, she couldn't speak clear, and my bro felt something was wrong. My bro quickly called my father to tell him about my grandma's condition. My father wasn't believed at the first place, but then my bro forced him to go. My parents rushed to my grandma's house, and my grandma was dying. My father was very panic, couldn't think well of what medicine that she should take. My mom landed her hand on my grandma's forehead, finding that it was cold already. Until today, no one knows what was happening to my grandma. There are several possibilities that my bro said, it could be stroke, can't breathe because of the slime, or heart attack. 

Couldn't think well for several days, as of this was happened, that shitty blackouts and my irregular schedules. Hmm, but at last today is normal again. Hah, tired also, because of lack of sleep. I just can pray that God gives strength to my family to let my grandma go. Yeah, many memories with her, love u grandma :')

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