End of 3 Years Journey

Yesterday was the last day of my undergrad life. No more classes after this. Haah, how godspeed time flies. Have been studied for 3 years, 9 semesters. After this, we will be separated, will have our own path to another life. Quite sad for me, as we won't see each other in a class again. 

Well, I really have to thank God for these 3 years. I can say that I had such an amazing life in this campus, although most of the time I feel bored. Laughs, tears, angers, disappointments, gossips, happiness filled it beautifully. I can say I'm proud of being a part of my class, Boston, which I can also say is one of the best class in my batch. Many knowledge and experiences that I got in this class. I think that it's not a coincidence that I'm put in this class, it's His plan. Despite the good things that I've mentioned, of course this class also has its dark sides. I did ever hate some of my friends in this class, but I think this is one stage of many friendship stages that everyone must pass, and praise God now I can accept them =) Yeah, I'm also grateful of meeting many nice lecturers, who can be our friends besides sharing their knowledges. Although in the end I lost one of them, but I never regret that I ever meet and know him. Thank you my friends and my lecturers. There are too many stories that we have had and I've learnt many things from all of you :')

Concern

Heyho, currently have been busy with the business plan project and gonna end this semester, or I should say my undergrad study in 3 meetings. I'm still a lil' tired as I had an adventure at Tinggi Raja with my school mates on last Sunday. Well, my buddy has been going back to Jogja yesterday, after that Sunday trip. Hmm, I'm concerning about his intention to join that money game. My friends explained and indirectly persuaded him to join, and he was interested. I dunno, I have explained to him the reason why we shouldn't join that game last month when we met, but seems like he has forgot it. And you know what? A statement from one of my friend who has got the money gives a big support to me to not joining this kind of money game. The point is, he didn't get any benefit after spending money that he got from that game. This is what I want to warn my buddy, but seems like he knows only a lil' about this game. But what can I do? I can't force or restrict him on joining the game, it's his right to join. I just can pray for the best of him. I dun want to join that game, because I have read about it and known where the source of the income. The company never uses the participants' money to generate income. The money that each participant gets is from the new participants'. In other words, you owe people money. You use other people's money. And the most important thing, you can destroy someone's life when the game is over. It's a game, yet a game that has a potential to make people become crazy, greedy, or maybe the worst effect is the people who lost the money may commit suicide. Maybe people will judge that I'm stupid, that I'm too naive. But I can't let myself to destroy another person's life. It's just so wrong to me. I believe one thing, that to earn money, we have to work, and this is not a job, and you are not working in this game. I just can pray for the best of my buddy who decides to play this game...

Repeated Crisis

Well, these weeks have been the most boring weeks in my life. Almost got nothing to do everyday. My parents asked me to find a job, so I don't just sit at home everyday. But what? This is Medan, no part time jobs exist like in overseas. Most of the companies require the applicants to have at least D3/S1 degree. I can't think of any job that I can do.

Besides I have nothing to do, I almost become an anti-social person now. What I mean is ... maybe this sounds funny, but no one will contact me or only catch up with me if they don't need me. Yeah, even my buddies. I just wonder and still haven't got the answer why. Why am I always be the one who ask for their news? Why am I always be the one who starts a conversation? Am I meant nothing to them? Now I'm also quite lazy to ask them for hangouts, I dunno why I just wanna run away from all of my friends. Maybe I'm a boring person to them. Maybe I'm not a mainstream person. Sigh, so sorry for this nagging, this is what happened to me when such crisis happens again. Now I'm just focusing on my preparation for next year's enrollment exam. God, am still hoping for the best to happen.