Well, these weeks have been the most boring weeks in my life. Almost got nothing to do everyday. My parents asked me to find a job, so I don't just sit at home everyday. But what? This is Medan, no part time jobs exist like in overseas. Most of the companies require the applicants to have at least D3/S1 degree. I can't think of any job that I can do.
Besides I have nothing to do, I almost become an anti-social person now. What I mean is ... maybe this sounds funny, but no one will contact me or only catch up with me if they don't need me. Yeah, even my buddies. I just wonder and still haven't got the answer why. Why am I always be the one who ask for their news? Why am I always be the one who starts a conversation? Am I meant nothing to them? Now I'm also quite lazy to ask them for hangouts, I dunno why I just wanna run away from all of my friends. Maybe I'm a boring person to them. Maybe I'm not a mainstream person. Sigh, so sorry for this nagging, this is what happened to me when such crisis happens again. Now I'm just focusing on my preparation for next year's enrollment exam. God, am still hoping for the best to happen.
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