Blue~

Weird,feel blue these nights. I dunno why, it comes by itself. I think I'm too missing Quest,really. What she said before those school's determination tests is happening to me now. I didn't appreciate well my moments with Quest. I really miss those moments. If I could back to last year,I really want it.

This December should be my holiday,especially with Quest. Although Quest isn't complete, I really want to hang out with them. Sharing stories, laughs, problems. I really wanna do those things.

Tomorrow's gonna be my first final exam. Hope I can do well. And next week will be my final exam week. I am preparing for it. I'm aiming straight A. Hope I can get it, of course with God's help too, because I'm not a perfect human...

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Friendship

I hope what this video said is happening in our friendship...=)

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Tired,tired,tired

I'm tired of studying for computer final...

I'm tired of waiting all of u...

I'm tired of pretending u r not there...

I'm tired of seeking u and got no response...

Guess I'm too tired today...

Wondering

I am wondering:
* do u still care with me?
* does that type of friend only exists in movies?
* do u find me only when u need my help?
* when can't I feel this loneliness again?

I dunno why,I just feel blue these nights... Live without my buddies just the same as live without colors...

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22.11.11

Long time no blogging...Yesterday was my b'day!!!XD And also my "twin",Wenny's b'day!!! Quite good day, although there wasn't any celebration for me. But I felt happy because my friends still remembered to give me some wishes...=) Thanks to my buddies,Vutet and "Purplelicious"!!! Vutet sent b'day e-cards to me and Wenny, it's nice!!!=) "Purplelicious" also made a post at her blog and photos of us!!! Thanks *terharu* XD But it seemed like only my sis knew my b'day, and my classmates also didn't know it except Velinsia, but they knew it and said happy b'day to me today... Yesterday I spent my time to do accounting revision question. Quite complicated, but I learned a lot from it. I also got star for business and we got "kisi-kisi" for the final. Thanks sir!!!=)

Today is a cold day, it was raining in the morning. Fortunately I passed the oral quiz of accounting. It made me nervous. Phew... Today I studied microecons for tomorrow's quiz,hopefully I can do well.

Something made me curious, Salpan tweeted she is single now. Does she break up with my buddy? I asked Salpan through Whatsapp, but she didn't answer. I wanna ask my buddy, but I afraid something bad happen. It's kind of dilemma happen to me...=( Hope that everything is alright...

Oh yeah,my b'day wishes... I really hope that my family will still be healthy. I do hope that Quest will remain forever. I also hope I can be a better person and still loyal to Jesus no matter what happens. I wanna serve God, but still I can't find the way. But I believe someday I found it. Although my 18 was quite tough, but it made me stronger now. Hope that my 19 will be better...=)

Here are Vutet's b'day e-card:

The fat caricature of us...XD

And here's "Purplelicious" gift to me

nice pic =)

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365 days ago...

Yeah,last year's night at Eric's house, Questers were having the last practice for the yell for "peresmian logo". How I miss that moment right now...=( We ate together, then we practiced the yell like crazy people...XD That was very fun, very very fun. I want to go back to that time if I can. I more and more heart Quest now. Quest-Qualified to be the Best!!!

Here is Quest anthem:

Kami anak Quest

Ada di sini

Sudah belajar 'pat belas tahun

Jika sudah tamat

Dari Methodist-3

Masa depanku lebih indah

Trima kasih kepsek, guru, dan teman-teman

Sudah membimbing kami, selama ini~ #tetteretteret

Maafkan kami sangat ribut di kelas

Kalau belajar sukanya main-main

Ada ujian sukanya minta undur,undur,undur undur undur~

Fisika di tangan kananku, Mate di tangan kiriku

Aku tak tahu mana yang, akan kupelajari dulu~

Undur Fisika disuruh jalan mundur

Mau undur Mate disuruh tambah bahan

Oh kesalnya~

Kami pusing sekaliiii,iiiiiii~

Kami ini anak Quest

Dengan segala kekurangan yang ada

Tapi kami trus berusaha

Untuk menjadi~

Yang terbaik~~~ #tetteretteret

QUEST FOREVER!!!

Windy Cloudy

It's a sleepy day for me,because of the weather. Quite windy and also cloudy. Actually, today is the last meeting of English 1. I'm happy because I don't need to attend that boring class again...XD My classmates took some pics with my lecturer the first and the last time.

After home, I was just doing my usual acitvities, not much work for today. I just kept revising my business plan, hopefully it will be better. Hufh, my bro got no department to get in, just really need to pray for him...=( At nite, I was revising microecons due to the quiz on Thursday and highlighting the important things from the first chapter until chapter eight. Not much work to do actually, I feel like doing nothing today.

By the way, Purplelicious finished her hell week already. Hahax, I just can't wait she came back to Medan, because I'm kinda missing her...=( Will she thinner? I'm just curious with that...XD Guess I should sleep now, because I don't want to feel sleep at tomorrow's class...Nitez...

Tired

2 days left this blog. Yeah,got some works to do. Yesterday, I didn't have any class,so I spent whole day doing the computer application assignment: make a presentation. I chose Christmas as my topic,and I really happy with it...=) From morning till night, I was keep doing the presentation. The result is nice, I like it, I put Mistletoe MV in 3gp format, it isn't bad...Hahax...XD I was really tired yesterday because of that assignment.

Today, I am little bit relax,but still I continued my another assignment,the business plan. I am always frustrated when I'm thinking of it. I try to improve my previous plan and make it more detailed. Not take a very long time to do it. I have learned something today, if we really do something, we can do or solve the hard things. At first, I was thinking that I couldn't do it,but I tried and I could do it. But still, I feel like it's not completed yet. I need to find another example to improve it again. The due date is nearer and nearer, it's on my birthday...=="

Oh yeah,my junior got the first rank on Economy subject at M2 Education Expo!!! I'm happy and wanna congrats her,but I dunno which one of her mobile phone number that she uses. Also M3 got the second rank overally!!! Not bad I think.

My bro,Geisha, is kinda mature now...Hahax,it's because he wants to find a girl to be his girlfriend. I dunno what happened to him, but he's quite brave...XD Guess need to help him.

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Lalalalala~~~

Wednesday!!! The day that I always wait for!!! It's because the Accounting subject, which not only I like the subject, but also the lecturer, Sir Arifin Fu!!! The best lecturer until now...XD But he won't teach 2011 classes for the next semester...=(

Just another day,when I'm home, having lunch, watch TV, do accounting homeworks, then watch TV again. At last, my bro bought a new card for the internet, and I can online via laptop again... And what makes me happy today is I have finished read those chapters of business. Maybe tomorrow I will finish microecons.

Tomorrow after my english lab, me and Questers will make a study group. Kinda excited...XD I can't wait for that...Hahax...

Just now I was having a chat with Purplelicious. She had completed for tomorrow's assignment, but not yet for Monday's. I thought that she failed her subject, and she has to retake the whole semester. Oh my, it was my misunderstood with her chat...Hahax, thanks God...XD I hope that she can make all of it well...=)

Silent...

As usual,tuesday is the most sleepy day,because the subject is kinda boring and I dunno why the atmosphere is always like this. That parasite wanted to lend my accounting homework,then I found a way to not to lend him. If I lent him,he wouldn't do it by himself for sure.

When I'm home,my bro was sitting,like a stressful person. I think he already decided to move to another hospital. That means he won't stay at home for months! If that's the best way,then it should be like that. The situation was kinda tense when I was having lunch,I dunno why,but I felt that. Then my bro asked me whether want to open new account at bank or not. Then I decided to open at BCA,and it took about 1 hour for that.

I'm not in the mood of reading business tonight. My mind kept distracted,because sis told jokes when she was doing her homework...== Yeah,just like another night,I passed it with a silent,lonely night...

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Free...

Today is the presentation of English subject for the final speaking...And I was so relieved after the presentation,because that my job was done and not in the same group with that parasite anymore. Thank God it's over...But after that,the lecturer decided to do the final listening test...== This time,I heard it focusly,yet still didn't get some of the answers. Luckily,my question sheet had already written by someone then erased it,still I can see the answers...XD I think this test won't give me bad results. That parasite as usual just sitting and did nothing,just copy one of my friends' answers. What a girl,even worse than a girl...==

Hufh,my bro is getting sick. Poor him,and he got problem with his co-ass. He felt that he got nothing after 5 weeks at Obgyn department in the hospital and thinking of moving to another hospital. If that's what he wants, then it should be like that. I just hope the best happens to him.

Well,tonight I read business chapter 6,and it hasn't finished yet after 3 hours...== Plan to continue it tomorrow. I hope I won't be sleepy at business class tomorrow...

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Who am I?

Who am I to u,friends? I just curious what's the meaning of every meetings with u guys...=)

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Lonely Nite

It's a grey Saturday. Yeah, the sky looked cloudy and rained in the afternoon. Actually, today I had a nationality class. As I predicted, the class was very noisy, couldn't hear clearly what the lecturer said. The lecturer is a KSAD (I dunno what's the English for that). He just read the slides, then he started to tell us his experiences. They said that there would be an exam, I just had no idea what the exam will be. After all, it was just summarizing that slides, and it wasn't a hard job to do. I just wrote and wrote. Hope that I will get A for this subject, coz retake it will waste my time.

After that, my friends and I went to 6th floor computer lab to do the cover of our presentation slide. It took about 15 minutes and we didn't practice for the presentation. Oh gosh, I wonder how it will be on Monday. Hopefully they will do it well (and me too).

Tonight, my bro had night shift, also my father went to somewhere. It's kinda quiet at this house. I just played PSP and my sis played NDS. Kinda lonely now. Hufh, I wonder why Saturday night is the perfect time to have a feeling like this. I just read "Purplelicious" blog. She needs help for her final week, and she wanna be spoiled. Kinda childish, but she needs it to pass the hellish week. Actually, I wanna spoil her, but how? I'm not an expert in spoiling people. I just can pray to encourage her. Still feel lonely...Hufh...

Relieved n Excited!!!

Start this morning with a high tension-angry,mad X(-just thinking how to scold my friend. He arrived not longer after I arrived,with his cool style hearing songs with his headsets. He and I didn't start talking as usual,so I was stay cool too. Then, I forgot what he said to me,until one of my friend scold him!!!Hahax,that's what I wanna see from yesterday. I was laughing and felt very happy...Hahax... Kinda relieved by seeing that event..XD

Today's lecturer comes late as usual. She haven't finished checking my class' exam papers, next week I can know my result. And the shocking one is the final exam materials,which 8 chapters!!!Oh God...And one chapter is not included in my book,oh hell...== Not only that,the next two weeks will be the quiz,and the material is 4 chapters. Quite shocking,but must go on... I must really study to get A for this subject.

Tonite I continue my business plan,and I think it goes well. He texted me again today to ask yesterday's homeworks. I was annoyed again and again. I wonder why he couldn't ask the lecturer for another explanations if he can't understand it? I don't understand why such person exists in this world and why I have to meet him...Hufh,just wondering if he still can continue his studies if he's still like this...

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Super Annoyed!!!

I love today because of the subject: Accounting!!! It's my favorite one because the lecturer is very friendly to us. I got perfect score for my mid test!!!Wooohooo!!!XD And as usual the lesson continues...

Huh, I'm very annoyed with my class monitor. Really, I am very very very annoyed,angry,and wanna scold him right now!!!! It's because he always asks me the things that are very clear enough to understand, and also he never tries to do something. Damn, I never thought why I must meet a person like this,a person who hasn't any integrity inside him. No principles to hold in his life,always follow other people wherever they go. Urgh, I dunno he's a man or not, at least try to do something!!! He just said that he can't do and anything will be alright?!!! I can't imagine how his future will be if he still like this after he graduated. He doesn't know anything even the basic thing. He asked my friend,"What is supply?" I wonder how this person can graduate from high school,and he is from social class,he doesn't know his own subjects!!! Great thing I guess. Now, I know how is the feeling being annoyed by a person like this, my friend was also annoyed because of him. Seriously, I wanna scold him in this following days. If tomorrow's the day, then I'm ready... I have many many things to say to him. You just wait...

Hufh, will I make him afraid to me? Just wait and see how he will be. Maybe he's still a kid, just like his body's height...

Just Another Day

Starting the day by waking up in a nice rainy morning,I really hoped I could continue my sleep,but had to wake up to go to IT&B...As usual,I feel bored at Business class,but not like last week,where I almost fell asleep because I slept late the night before...Haha,my Business mid term score is almost perfect score,glad to hear that!!!XD

I thought that those presentation slides will finish today,but me and my friends still doing our own slides,guess tomorrow will be finished...Talk bout my friend,at the 6th floor computer lab,we chat bout one of my classmate. We talked about his bad attitude:not confident and no effort in doing something...Luckily,my friends supported me and taught me how to deal with him. But I guess I really need to talk seriously to him bout his bad attitudes. I wanna do this because I'm his friend,and I want him to change into a better person. If I am not a good friend,I can just let him and not even care about him anymore,but I can't do that to my friends...

Tonight,I just make some notes of things that I will talk about at the presentation,also found some business plan samples. Hope those things will really help me doing it tomorrow...

"Don't say that you can't do something until you really try to do it."

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