If Only I Had the Power

Beginning from last two days, when I got an info from my community friend about an accounting competition. I informed my 'brother' in the campus, to get the permission to join via Whatsapp and Line. Then, he answered my chat from Whatsapp. I was very shocked when I read his answer, really shocked. I kinda couldn't believe it. I really hoped that it was a joke, or a lie. But, this is the truth, the sad truth. He has resigned from being full time lecturer and the head  of Accounting Major. My God, I really hoped that I was dreaming at that time. Then, he told me the reason behind his resignation. It was because he felt being not appreciated by the campus. He did a lot lot lot lot of jobs, but then his salary was not worth at all. There were also no performance appraisal, so how should his works be appreciated without that? At that time, I understood why he wouldn't teach morning classes anymore. This is what we called an unfair life. I was really really sad, not only because his resignation, but also the reasons. How could good and kind people are being used so much? They are not robots, they are humans that have feelings. I am really disappointed with my campus, dunno whether I can still be proud of it or not. The tuition fee is increasing every batch, yet they make it as if it would bankrupt soon. I'm not the person who became the victim, but I'm sad until now. My remaining year in this campus won't be the same anymore, I dunno whether it will be a fun campus life again or not. I also lost my spirit to join that competition. The new head, which is the head before my 'bro' became the head, is not really interested in thinga like this, and I dunno how to contact or find her also. I should say, this is the darkest time of my campus. I just hope that no other victims like my 'bro' and hope that my 'bro' is happy with his decision. If only I had the power, I would retain him as my head of Accounting Major...

Tiring Month

Hello, almost 3 weeks no post for this blog. Yeah, those past weeks were quite hectic one. Many things I wanna share here. The first one maybe about the national meeting of my community. Actually, it should have been very fun, but then I was sick because I was too tired == You know what? It was hard to travel alone in a new place. You are all alone, although you are with your friends. Fortunately, my community members are really really kind and care to each other. I felt quite comfortable being with them. When I told my mom that I was sick, seems like my whole family was panic. My father even called one of the community's member, my God == My father was panic until he scolded me on the phone when he called me. At that time, I was angry also, because they were too panic and I felt that I was failed to take care of myself. Sadly, I couldn't join the second day field trip, it was supposed to be fun of course. My father asked me to go home earlier, and he asked his friend to fetch me to the airport. Thanks God also that I was recover quickly. After that day, I started to study for my final. Hah, it was quite tough, but I could do it.

This semester's final is quite special. Very special I should say. Because my batch and my major is the only one that has the exam until the 5th day. Haha, it was quite sad, on the last day of exam, left only my class in the morning. I dunno whether this will happen on the next semester also. Well, I'm afraid of one subject only, which is Audit I, as I had many doubts in the final paper == Hopefully got A for it. Dunno why also I felt not excited for the final, maybe because I'm too tired with this semester already. But in the end, bye bye semester 6~~~

Hmm, I can say that this time of my buddy's comeback to hometown is the special one. I counted that I had about 5 times of hangouts with him. Hahax, it was because I can drive already. The most special one is maybe on his birthday. Me, CT, Lupe, WK and his gf came to his house around 1.30 PM to give him birthday surprise. He was very very happy I think, hahax XD That he kept saying thank you to us repeatedly and he got the predicate of 'Gan Dong' boy because he kept saying that XD

Haaah, this month, maybe the month that teaches me many new things, I must end this month and start the new month with my campus orientation, as I haven't joined it. Hopefully I can pass it well without any problems. Also hope u can pass ur OSCE, buddy! =)

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Improvement

I just realized that my friendship with my buddy, E, has improved. Yeah, now he really cares with what I said, responds to it and even tries to find me solutions when I tell my probs to him. Know what? We can talk like no boundaries that restrict us, we can talk like the water flows. If there is an unlimited time, maybe we can talk about 1000 topics XD *lebay* Maybe only him that responds to my critics positively most of the time, that he laughs on his weaknesses =) Haha, wish he were my real brother. Thanks God for always preserving our friendship and improving it time by time =)

The Difference

I was wondering something today, what makes it different between high school friends and situations with university's? Why do I stick more with high school friends than university friends? Maybe most people know the answer, but is that the only reason? That university friends are just friends only inside the campus and strangers to us outside the campus? I dunno, but I think that it's because I spend less time with university friends. Just imagine, only two hours a day and 5 days in a week, compare with 6 hours, even sometimes more, in 6 days in a week when I was in high school. Eventhough I don't like some of them, but I miss my high school friends a lot. I am also wondering, will I miss my university friends after I graduate? Maybe not I guess, because I don't see the friendship bond inside this class. Hmm, life's tougher and tougher when our trusted high school friends aren't there to walk with us, while maybe sometimes we are in need of help. Loneliness, is the thing that hurts, but I must learn to cope with it...

When Ego is Beaten

Hmm, it was hard to decide whether to call him first or wait till he contacts me. Then, I buried deep my ego and called him to ask him whether he could go out for lunch today. I said I would fetch him, then he asked me whether I myself drove my car. I lied to him that my bro who would fetch us, hihi. Then, about half and hour, I arrived at his house and called him to inform him that I had arrived. About 5 minutes later, he went out and kinda surprised when he saw me who was driving, hahax. We decided to have our lunch at Posh Café which is located at Kompleks Multatuli. Hmm, the food wasn't that nice. We had our long chat, told stories, shared laughters =) We didn't realize that it was 4 o'clock then we left the place. He asked me to drop him to his gf's house. Seems like his gf was surprised too when she saw me driving XD Well, I feel kinda relieved, at last I meet him before my final test. Maybe next time this ego should be thrown far far away =)