Tired physic mentally

Hmph, really tired. Seems like this semester is not an easy one. Yesterday was supposed to redo my speech, but the time was not enough, as the lecturer suddenly advised us for half an hour. And the 'good' news is next week I also have to prepare for the persuasive speech. In conclusion, I have to present two speeches for next class...== There will be quiz also on next Monday. Oh God, seems like everything goes fast now. My mind is quite complicated, there are quite many things to be think of. I should have learnt how to leave the rest to God, hufh. I really need to keep reminding myself on that. And I also keep thinking of the orientation that I have to join this year, will it be fun or annoying? But, I have to relax myself, because it's still far away. 

Hmm, I got no class for tomorrow, guess I can enjoy tonite till late. Dunno why, but I just hope the best for all of my buddies...=) Oh yeah, my plan gonna start this month, birthday post to each of my buddies for this year. Get ready, June, August, September, October, and November...=)

Learnt

Left this blog for a few days, because of some sort of things that I must finished. Yeah, kinda busy during these weeks, as I have to read textbooks and finish assignments given by lecturers. Yesterday, I decided to have a boys' day out with my buddy. As usual, he fetched me and our destination was Sun Plaza. We were walking around for about 1 hour, then decided to find a place to sit and talk more. We talked for hours, just like never met for years already...XD Yeah, we shared a lot, from our universities' life to our personal life. Still, he didn't change, and I am grateful with that. We talked until 5.30 pm and decided to leave. Then, one of my friend asked us to go to church today, and we agreed. 

Today, I was supposed to wake up around 6, but I didn't know why my handphone's clock was an hour faster than usual...== So, I slept again until 6, and took a bath and had breakfast. He fetched me around 7, and we arrived there about 7.30. I haven't gone to this church for 8 months, and some sort of things changed. But still, that made me miss my school time, when a lot of M3 students went to church, to get an additional score for Religion...Hahax...XD After that, he sent me home. This feeling, came again, the feeling of missing school's time. How beautiful that time was, wish I could have it once more. In the afternoon, I saw my buddy from Jogja online-ing fb at last, then I opened up a conversation with him. At first, I though that I was bothering him. After some time, he replied my message, and we had a chat for around 20 minutes, because he got some works to do. Yeah, it was a short chat, but from that chat, I learnt something again from him. Yes, never feel afraid of tomorrow. He really gives his life to God, and I need to learn that also. Such an amazing buddy...=) Now, I am more and more grateful to God, as I have a chance to have this kind of buddy. Really thanks to You, Jesus...=)

Guess gonna hit the bed soon, as I will have Business Law quiz tomorrow. Hope I can do the best, leave the rest to God, because I have prepared what I can prepare...=)

Beaten

What a day. Had IDP class and presented my speech. Unfortunately, I was told to redo my speech, as my speech was undetailed...== I was quite disappointed, as my lecturer said the speech was a failure. After that, I started to think of moving class for IDP, because I heard that my senior, Agustine, taught a class for IDP. She is an awesome woman I think, really awesome. But, I reconsidered it again, maybe I just was swallowed into my own emotion. All I need to do is just to redo it, that's all. But still, quite disappointed, but this is life. Fortunately, I remembered an event which was more embarrassing than what I had presented. Why now? Not last week...== But, failure is accumulated into success, and I must be professional. I was thinking of maybe God has another plan for me. 

Arrived home at 4, I started to catch up with Financial Management. I read chapters that has been taught. I also did the homework, and left 1 chapter to be read tomorrow. I must catch up with the materials that has been taught, because this semester needs to read a lot I think. Planning to make my 'new' speech tomorrow, hope I can do well this time...

Missing (again)

I don't know why this feeling comes up again, after these days go well without any "galau"-ing feeling. Feels like kinda missing my buddies. Although I chat with one of my buddies there at SG every day through WhatsApp, it seems like not enough. Virtual chats don't satisfy this feeling at all. I really want to talk to them, face-to-face. See, I dreamed of my buddy at Jogja last night. That meant simple thing, I am missing him already. Sometimes reality can be very hurting, knowing that you are not in the same class, same school, same environment again with them. Yes, life must go on, but still, I'm afraid as I move on, things won't be the same again. I won't be the same again to them. I'm also afraid of letting them go, and lose them as my precious people in my life. Even the principle of opportunity cost applies in this situation, whether sacrifice your best buddies or your own feeling. But, I still choose to sacrifice my own feeling, because they are priceless, worth more than anything, can be measured into digits of numbers. I really hope one thing, that my buddies can still know what I feel to them. Anyway, even they read this or not, they are still my best buddies. Just need to strengthen myself. May God always bless these friendship bonds...=)

True indeed =)

Someone to talk to

Yeah, I really need that kind of person right now. Really, need it. I wanna chat with my buddies, but seems like they have their own things to do, and I don't want disturb them. This is a kind of dilema, at one side I wanna chat with one of them, but at the other side I don't want to burden them. Hufh, long sigh for tonite. God, please send me a person who I can talk to anytime I have a problem...

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Losing my mood

Started today with quite good mood, but I was losing my mood when my father talked about his 'uncontrollable' spending. I just don't understand how he could spend all those money without concerning on the future. He has debts, but he doesn't intend on settling them. Nice Dad, you will pass over all of your assets to your children, and all of those assets are debts...== I just wanna help, but I'm afraid of being 'genius'. I will be pretended as roadblocks in his way. What can I do? Parents don't have the same way of thinking with their children. One thing which is annoying, he can spend much more money on another thing without whining, but he whines every time he wants to pay my college fee. See, an unfair thing happened.

Then, my mood was really lost. The ink of the printer was used until I didn't know that it needs to be refilled. Alas, my bro was using it and he was kinda blaming me. Hey, I am not the only one using that printer. He asked me to take care of this problem, because he is busy. Yeah, I will take care, but I hate the way he said it. Hufh, my family doesn't understand me, they are the ones who live in the same house with me, yet they know nothing of me. Even my friends understand me a lot than them. I just want to chill down right now, as tomorrow I have to face 2 sessions of Business Law lecture. God, please strengthen me...

New busy activities

Entering the second week of the third semester, things seemed to come up. A little bit busy, because of the subjects, which are new to me. Need to read those books, to understand more than the lecturers taught. I am a little bit stressed with my business law lecturer. She is such a boyish lecturer I guess, and she talks very fast and I can barely hear what she said...== And this subject sucks, kinda need help from my friends from law faculty. For IDP, I get the same lecturer from last term, and he won't stop on making his students embarrassed I think...== He assigned us an informative speech for the first speech, but the topic, gosh..."The Most Embarrassing Story in Your Life"...== I did all things up for the speech, just need to do the last step, which is practicing. Next week gonna be tough, because there are already 2 classes that need to be replaced. I can't imagine how to pass 2 sessions of business law class, the lecturer will keep asking questions maybe...==

Well, seems like "Purplelicious" is having a depression time. Hmm, she just spread out what has been inside her head through Twitter. Have to pray for her tonight, hope that she will be strong in facing her problems. Hufh, these days are more interesting to me, I dunno why, but thanks God for all of His blessings...=)

Random

Hmm,no posting since Monday. Started my third semester with laugh, yeah, Tuesday's lecturer sure gave his best to make the whole class laugh...XD Not because of his words, but because of his act. Haven't got books, and I gonna have it on Monday. I am quite sad, because I've already got my first 'B' from public speaking =( What made me angry was that 1 more point to 'A'. Damn, what a sadist lecturer...T.T At last, the lecturer who taught English teaches me Business Marketing, something that she experts. Well, it was a nice lecture yesterday, made me have a little spark of interests in marketing...=) Quite excited for the next lecture...

Today was the bazaar day in my oldie school. I didn't go, because there might be chances to meet my ex-teachers, and I hate when they start to talk about my university's problem...== I dun hate them, I just hate the topic they talk. Seems like the bazaar was success, that's good...=) Hmm, tomorrow's gonna be a "tentoring" day again with Jowi and Wenny, hope I can do my best to help them. Still haven't got the study passion, since I haven't got the books and not all subjects have started the lectures. Hope next week will be the real beginning of this semester. Ganbatte!!!=)

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(Quite) Productive Holiday

Plan to create a new blog today, as one of my project for Adsense. I created a blog which contains all things about accounting, and the name is "Accounting Your Days". I thought that it was a nice name...XD Well, I designed the content of the blog for about 3 times, as I found some disturbances. Quite satisfied about the first post,hahax...XD I will make that blog become popular, and the chance to get some cash for Adsense will bigger. Must try my best to make it a productive blog...=)

Just did some marketing work, got a message from the vice leader of Year-Book project, which asked me to spread the words of its publish date. Next Monday, at last I can get the Year-Book...XD Texting friends, whatsapp-ing them to tell them about this news. Quite tired for today, and I gonna face the third semester start from tomorrow... Must do my best for this semester...=)

Another Day Out

Started the outing day about 1 pm. Our first destination was Sushi Tei, where we planned to have lunch. Aciwe fetched me,then we arrived about 1.15, met MT, Purplelicious, CT, Lupe when we arrived. Then, another Questers came one by one. That was my first time eating at Sushi Tei, and the price was quite "OMG"...XD We had lunch until about 2 pm. Wisely had to leave us for some business. After that, as usual, we took some pics with MT's I-Pad. As usual again, we had a long and "gaje" discussion about our next destination...XD Finally and finally, we decided to watch movie at Hermes. The journey was quite tough, as traffic jams occured anywhere. When we arrived there, it was very hard to find parking place, the place was lack of parking lot. Alas, the tickets were sold out, and we didn't want to watch another movie. We changed our destination, to Cambridge. Yeah, today was not our lucky day, our plan was thwarted again...== We had to wait till 7.30 pm if we wanna watch movie at movie goers. We were finally surrendered and decided to just sit down and have some drinks. We chatted a lot, hacked each other's BBM, laughed a lot. They were all funny...XD

The last thing that we had to decide, which was the dinner place. It was not that hard to decide that, we chose Pizza Hut to have dinner. As usual, it is not Quest if we aren't noisy...XD We continued in sharing stories, jokes and laughs... After that, we decided to go home...

Well, today was a fun day. Thanks Quester, u really made my day...XD Gonna sleep now...

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Hufhhhhhh

Quite tired for today, searching jobs in the internet and got nothing which suit with me. I really have no idea where to find a job, which is part time and I can do it at home. Hufh, this issue has been in my mind for months, yet I can't solve it. Damn, really damn. I'm tired of not earning some money to feed myself -maybe feed is to mainstream- at least fulfill my daily needs. Now, I am short of money, and I dun want to ask it from my dad. Oh God, please give me a hint for this thing, I really beg You...

4 from 6 modules' grades have been posted, and I got 3 "A"s and one "A" or "B" grades. At least those things lighten me up a bit. Hufh, why there so many issues in my head now? I dunno to whom I can share this, seems like my friends get their own things to do. Stressing, frustrating, but I won't give up. Gosh, really tired, serious tired...

Friendship bonds

We have been together for years,
but now, we arrived at our crossroads.
It doesn't matter if we are in different roads.
We still live under the same sky, the same shining sun, the same light of the moon, the same twinkling stars.
No matter how far we are apart, every inch will strengthen our bonds.
When people talk about you, I just believe in you, no matter how bad they talk about you.
When you need a help in the middle of the 'problem' sea, you can count on me.
I also can count on you when the same thing happens.
Distance can't weaken our bond, cause we are just like stars constellations, we are linked to each other.
No matter how our environment will be, it will remain the same.
Now, it's the time which can make us meet each other.
Let's pray until the time arrives...

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Buddy Post 3~

In this silent beautiful night, I wanna do another buddy post. As I have posted 2 of my buddies which are boys, this time I wanna post about my girl buddies. Yeah, the two chubby girls, Wenny and Veena...XD We are the "Trio Chubby", although I am not that chubby...XD

Let's start with Wenny. This emotional girl I knew the first time in the first year of JHS, when we were in the same class. At the first year of JHS, we didn't talk too much, just like an acquaintance. Then, we started to know and talk to each other in the second year of JHS, because we were the ones who came early everyday. We often swept class floor together. Then, we started to talk like gossipers since then...XD Well, we often checked our  homeworks together, with Veena also. We were in the same class until SHS. Conflicts began to rise as we entered SHS. She became more bad-tempered, dunno why. But, we were still friends, I often lent her my homeworks and my notes also..XD We often hanged out together after school's lab with Veena. We shared our problems and calmed down each other. At one time, I was upset with her. I didn't know why I was so emo that became upset with her. But, I really couldn't control my emotion. She screamed my friend as she wanted to lend something from her. I thought that was too rude for my friend. Then, I decided to not talking to her for about a week. Veena questioned this problem late, but I forgot how I began to talk to Wenny again...XD At the second year of SHS, she was the leader of my Physics lab group. She was the only girl in that group...Hahax...XD There were pressures when I was in the same group with her, but that was not a problem. It was just the spices of life...=) Still, I knew her as my best friend and my sister. I always teased her when I communicated to her...XD We always walked together when we went home with Veena. She is funny actually. And she already got a boyfriend last year,hahax...XD

Now, let's start with one of the longest friend that I ever know, which is Veena a.k.a. Vutet. She had been in the same class with me since kindergarten. Hahax, 14 years totally. But, I seldom talked to her when we were in the kindergarten till the first year of JHS. She is a smart, brilliant girl. Never out of top 10 in the class. Such an amazing girl she is...XD Same with Wenny, we started to talk and share things at the second year of JHS. Three of us was just like a gossipers group. Telling jokes, helping each other, shares stories. Miraculously, I never have any conflict with her. Dunno why, maybe because she is such a kind person. I never see her angry (seriously). Really, she is my best buddy, she is the one that I can rely on, share my problems. I also like to tease her, just like Wenny...XD She won many many competitions, especially in Astro and Physics. I never find another person who is like her. She is very very unique person. She helped me a lot when we were in SHS, we often discussed something that I couldn't do, especially Physics. She never felt that she can't do something, she always try to know it. 

Well, the story of three of us are too much to be told. We often share things after school's labs, we sat in the library, did our homeworks, gossip some random things...XD Haaaah, all those memories, too beautiful. The time we spent together, really made us form this bond of friendship. We still communicate till today, although we are not in the same class and in the same school. Really hope that this "Trio Chubby" exist till the rest of our life...=)

Here are some photos of "Trio Chubby" XD :

 Vutet, Me, Wenny =D

 Trio Chubby at Farewell Party XD

 Fail to become cute Chubbies XD

Vutet's drawing, nice one =)

"Trio Chubby" FRIENDS FOREVER XD