I don't know why this feeling comes up again, after these days go well without any "galau"-ing feeling. Feels like kinda missing my buddies. Although I chat with one of my buddies there at SG every day through WhatsApp, it seems like not enough. Virtual chats don't satisfy this feeling at all. I really want to talk to them, face-to-face. See, I dreamed of my buddy at Jogja last night. That meant simple thing, I am missing him already. Sometimes reality can be very hurting, knowing that you are not in the same class, same school, same environment again with them. Yes, life must go on, but still, I'm afraid as I move on, things won't be the same again. I won't be the same again to them. I'm also afraid of letting them go, and lose them as my precious people in my life. Even the principle of opportunity cost applies in this situation, whether sacrifice your best buddies or your own feeling. But, I still choose to sacrifice my own feeling, because they are priceless, worth more than anything, can be measured into digits of numbers. I really hope one thing, that my buddies can still know what I feel to them. Anyway, even they read this or not, they are still my best buddies. Just need to strengthen myself. May God always bless these friendship bonds...=)
True indeed =)
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