Realize

Had a hangout with Wen and Vut today. We decided to watch a movie, named "5 cm". An Indonesian movie. Actually I've read the novel around 3 years ago. The story was great in the novel. It's about friendship of 4 man and 1 woman. When I read that, I just felt the nice effect of the story, not the real meaning of it. Yes, it's because I hadn't known so many things in life when I was in school. Now, after I've watched the movie, I realized several things. That it's not weird that I miss my buddies so badly. That when I am apart with my buddies means a chance to achieve my dreams. That doing things with my buddies are not a waste. All what I ever feel are real and normal in a human's life.

Buddies, yeah, they never fail to make me happy, laugh, tell all my problems to them. I should be more grateful, that I ever know them =) No matter how annoying they can be, I always forgive them very fast. Haha, dunno either it's my strength or weakness, but that makes me always end up with talking to them again =D Haaah, thanks to that great movie, now I'm really glad that friendships are supposed to be like these and treasures that I must keep them till I die =)

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Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to you, guys! I really wish that we could gather at Christmas Eve =( Hmm, how I really wish also that we could have a Christmas celebration. But then, we are apart and can't find any circumstances, so that we barely can celebrate it together. But I believe someday we can celebrate it together again =) Hope that we can have a joyful and peace Christmas this year. Joyeux Noël! =D

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Fading

Hmph, this is my thought these days. Is it normal for separated buddies to be like this? I mean that, I feel like as days pass, I can let them go, not feeling that intense missing feeling again. I just feel like they're normal friends, without any special bonds. It's just fading day by day. I can stop finding them in weeks, maybe it can be months and years. Is this normal? Is this what it's supposed to be? I just need the answer. One thing, I dun wanna lose anyone of them. But then, I dunno why I feel like that now. Even I'm having a month trial of stop contacting them. I wanna see how I can live without them in a month and do they even bother to find me. I just hope for one thing, that we are still the 'us'...

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Girlfriend, Soulmate, When?

This question is now often asked by my friends or relatives, "When will u find a girlfriend?" Or, they always said this sentence," Well, you should find a girlfriend now" Yeah, I know that because of my age now they will say or ask about that. Girlfriend, sometimes I am wondering how it feels like of having a girlfriend. But then, I am a realistic person, that makes me stop of wondering about it. There are some reasons why I don't want to have, or even find a girlfriend until now.

First, the very basic reason is (I'm kinda embarrassed of saying this) I never fall in love with a girl. YES, IT IS TRUE. I never feel love at the first sight, or love a girl very much that make me crazy of her. If somebody asked me do I ever like a girl then I will say yes. I ever like a girl, just LIKE, it means that her beauty only, but not LOVE her. Then, the second reason is that the most realistic one. Are there any girls who want to date with a jobless and not rich boy? I bet no. Now, I'm still jobless and dun have any vehicle to drive. Minimum, a girl wants to be fetched by a car now. Not many girls want to be fetch with motorcycle. Then, another reason is I am still a selfish person until now. Yeah, I often do things that benefit my own life. Just imagine, I rarely can sacrifice something to my family, so how can I sacrifice something to someone outside my family? So I won't find any girlfriend if I'm still like that rather than I ever hurt a girl's feelings. The last one maybe, I still have many dreams to be achieved. I can't concentrate on two things, and I choose my dreams first.

Maybe people will find myself weird, but this is me. Just let the life flows, and I believe someday God will give me a girl that I can really love =)

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(Blue) Early December

It's only 5th December, yet many bad news that I've heard. From boyfriend's death to broken heart. I know that all of those things are not happened in my life, but I do feel sad when I hear all of them. Yeah, life, is fully unexpected. Many people said,"Expect the unexpected". That's what I need to learn. Hmm, really hope that I won't hear any bad news again and I also hope that this December will be a cheering month, because Christmas is coming to town! =) Let's hope for the best to be happened. Anndddd, the best for my final exam =)

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Gloomy?

Entered the third subject to be studied today, and finished it kinda late, maybe around 4 pm although the questions that will be out at final exam are only 4 questions. Yeah, I was not really concentrate to study today, as bad news came. One of my friends' boyfriend passed away yesterday. It was kinda shocking for me, and of course too shocking for her. It was really sad, even for me. Life is full of unexpected things, including the death itself. Hmph, although I never know her boyfriend, but I feel sad on his death. It was just .... speechless, couldn't say anything. Hmm, I just can pray for her so that she can be strong to accept this reality, and of course to move on...

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Surprising Surpise!

Hahax, I'm still very happy until now although my birthday has passed. Yesterday, was full of surprise day. First, my college friends celebrated my birthday! Actually I've known the signal, because most of them asked permission to go out from the classroom. It was very easy to know that! XD But, I kept myself calm and did my work until they opened the classroom's door, and sang Happy Birthday song =D Then, they called me to the front, took some pics and I made my wishes. My lecturer also took pics together with me =) We still had class after 12, with the same lecturer, so my friend asked her to have lunch together. My lecturer and my friends teased me that I should treat them XD We chose Pizza Hut as our lunch place, and actually it was them who treated me. It took about one and one-half our for us, and we got back to campus around 2 and start the lab class. Haah, I was very grateful, never expected that my college friends would do all of those things =D 

Then, I arrived home around 4, and rest for a while. I finished my Statistics homework because left 1 more question to be done. My bro fetch my mom to somewhere, and left me alone at home. I never expected this thing, yes NEVER expected it. When my bro already fetched my mom and he went home, actually there was a postman who had waited me for half an hour XD And I was at upstairs! My bro took the package and gave it to me. I was very confused and saw my buddy's name from Jogja who was the sender. Then, I opened the package, and I got a small box, tied with ribbon. I untied the ribbon and opened the box, and.... it was a DVD! XD I was very excited and wanna run the DVD at laptop. When my bro went downstairs watching TV, I watched the video. I was....speechless and laughing while watching the video. Wishes from 3 different places, Mainz, Singapore, and  Yogyakarta =D I was grateful even more of having buddies like them. I love God so much, as things are always beautiful in His time =) It was really great start for my 20th life =) 

Here are some pics:

 One year older ==

 With my lecturer =)

 Bostoners!

 Us after had lunch at Pizza Hut =D

Gift sent from Jogja XD

 Lastly, thanks for the great wishes, buddies =D

New Chapter

Yeah, I'm 20 already by today =) But then today was not a really good day to me. My class had a problem with today's lecturer. Hufh, luckily left 3 more meetings with her, so there won't be any serious problems. I think that my classmates should learn how to be mature. There are things that won't go well as we've expected, and we must accept it no matter what. Haah, just let the time solves it. Anyway, no surprise for today, but I was happy of the wishes from many people =) This year is quite unique, where some said happy birthday to me through Twitter, Facebook wall, Whatsapp, sms, even through Facebook chat XD Hmm, 20, a new decade for me. I hope that I can be more mature and more capable in doing many things. And as always, hope that I won't leave God =) Hufh, my goal has been achieved, the buddy's birthday post. Today was the last one, gonna do it again next year XD

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Buddy's Birthday Post~ (Wenny)

22nd November, the day my body grows old for one year every year. Not only me, but also my buddy! She is Wenny a.k.a. Mamak Giant XD Happy 20th birthday to you, Emak! Don't worry, we grow old together every year XD 

This buddy of mine has almost the same friendship history with Vutet, the difference is only the time we met. I was in the same class with her at the first year of JHS. At that time, I was not very close with this so-called 'exploded-emotion' girl. I even rarely talked to her. Then, our friendship grew at the second year of JHS, when we often came early to school, with Vutet also. Every day, three of us chatted, I myself dun have any idea what kind of topics that we talked about every day at that time XD. We were in the same class for the next 4 years, till we graduated from SHS. Roughly said, she is an emotional person. Yeah, she gets mad very quickly and just bursts all of her power to angry at someone. Vutet and me have seen too many angry moments. I wanna congratulate myself for still getting close to her every day during the JHS and SHS XD But, actually, she has the soft side. People who know her a lil' bit won't see that, and they will likely to hate her. I admit it, sometimes, she can be very annoying, but that is just sometimes. She is also a strict leader. She will do her best for the group, no matter how many things that will be sacrificed. She was the group leader of mine in Physics lab for 2 years. She never did the reports, I was the one who mostly did it == But I knew her reason behind that, because she felt she wasn't very capable of it. It's not that our friendship went well every day. There was a time when I stopped talking to her for about one week. It was because I was very angry with her, not with her actually, with her attitude towards another friend of mine. It was very sarcastic I think. But then, we talked again to each other. Vutet and me also used to hear her nagging every day. Hahax, because she joined many extracurricular, and she had many problems with them. All that we (Vutet and me) did were just supporting  her and gave her some advice. It was great of having her as my buddy. She is the one who inspired me to have more courage. Yeah, I was lack of that during my school times, but by seeing her has many courage to do anything, that inspired me a lot =) Now, we rarely meet because of different life we have. She is a playgroup teacher, and also a university student. I'm sure that she's very busy. No problem, we'll meet one more month, when the holiday comes XD

Well, lastly, hopes and wishes for you my buddy! I really hope you will be more mature and success in your studies and career. Also hope your relationship with "Sotong" will go well XD Wish you can be thinner a lil' bit (peach ^^v). Anddddddd, have a great great year ahead! We are 20 now, a new decade for us, let's do our best for this new decade! XD 

Hectic?

Hmm, my mind has been very hectic these days, because of that survey thingy. The sample requirement is too many! I was confused on how to manage to get 150 samples == Problems have been arisen, and my group have to face it quickly, because our time is short. Really hope that everything will be going well. I just barely feel relax because of it == I also spent some time to do Management Accounting questions. I really need to discuss the answers with my lecturer, otherwise, I'll fail in the quiz and final exam. There is a question that I can't solve. No matter how many ways I thought, still no way to solve it. Actually it's a question for CMA exam, and it will be ridiculous if I can solve it XD Wonder my lecturer can solve it or not. Hufh, my brain is kinda hurt now. It's more and more tense as final week comes by. Hopefully I can do my best for all of my subject =)

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Randomish Saturday

It's Saturday again. Sudden thing happened, my mom told me to accompany my dad and sis to have a lunch with my aunt, cousin and nephews at.... the place that I hate the most, the beach == With hard feeling, I joined and guess what? My phone was almost out of battery! Then, it took us about 2 hours maybe, to arrive at that place. As usual, the place was hot, dirty, and noisy == I really hate it, especially the sand also. Of course my father ordered seafood, and the only seafood that I like is only fish. A thing that lighted up my mood a lil' bit was having ice-cream as my dessert XD My nephews were quite cute, hahax. I should speak English to them because they could only understand English. Then, we also went to the water park. My goodness, the only ones who wanna play were only the kids, but the rules forced to pay for the adults, while the adults wouldn't play at all == We spent around one hour, then we went home. I was kinda tired, and my precious Saturday almost ended T.T

Just spent tonight by practising my presentation and online-ing. Hmph, the fifth generation of my school will be having their logo inauguration this Thursday. I wanna go, but.... something is stopping me to go. My ex-teachers, I dunno whether I still have enough courage to show up in front of them =| I've already disappointed them, and I guess I won't show up again till I am considered succeed. Hufh, maybe it's my fault that made myself felt rejected by my own school. Yeah, nice place, full of memories in it =) But then, I dun wanna show up to my ex-teachers anymore. Just knew that my sis has a blog already, and I was laughing when I read her posts. Her words were so funny XD Well, gonna sleep earlier, wanna go to church tomorrow =)

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Sword Art Online (ソードアート.オンライン)

Currently addicted to this kinda new anime. It's cool although I feel kinda stressed because of the tensed story. Actually this anime has entered its second season, called Alfheim Online, but I still watch the first season. Thanks to my friend who kindly give me the files till the recent one XD

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Good Leader

Talking about leader, I've been a leader of a project or science lab since the second year of SHS. Usually they choose me because of my competence. It's a common sense actually. But being a leader is more than having enough competence of the project of lab. Mostly my group will go on well, but the feel of being together as a group, is rarely there. Yes, it's hard to trust your group members who have lower competence than me, because usually it'll end up with I must edit or redo their works again. So, I usually do the most part of the project, then leave a little part to them. It's not that I like to dominate my group members, but it's to save time and energy. But, those things make me a bad leader. Yes, I admit that I'm not a good leader. I should place my trust to my members, but rarely I do that. For me, as long as they do what I said, then it's enough. Hufh, I really should learn how to be a good leader. I really need to trust my members, and encourage them to do the project well. But how? I think that one thing can make it success: professionalism. If they are professional enough, than no matter how they hate the project, they still have to do it. Yet, it's hard to find such people. Hmph, I really hope I can be a good leader someday, not the one who just dominate the members and do most of the jobs, but the one who can inspiring and encouraging his members to give the best for the project...

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Where is it?

Where? Where is it? Where is it gone? That feeling. That feeling of warmth, close when I chat with my buddies. Now it seems like disappear, gone nowhere. I dunno why I feel angry right, to whom I dunno. My buddies? Myself? I just feel that everything isn't right now. I want it back, that warmth and close feelings when I chat with them. I'm afraid of losing them. I just....just wanna things go back as they used to be. Dunno who to blame or angry at. Now, just unstable myself remains...

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Wishes to my buddies

Hmm, let's wishing tonight, yeah, just randomly think of this thing. To my buddy E, I wish that we could have more time to be spent together, get to know each other better, share many stories, laughters, problems. We rarely do that because we are really best buddies since after that day, after we have graduated, so we barely spend time together. Hmm, how I wish that I were in the same city with you now =( You know what? I really wanna chat with you, but I'm always ended up with don't want to disturb you. I'm afraid of disturbing your time. Hufh, I always care about you, even your siblings, I just keep praying the best for you every night. Hope we really can have a long long time to talk.

To my buddy VS, I wish we could chat a lot like we used to. I dunno what has happened to you, but I felt something change about you. Maybe you get a tougher semester this time, that you need a lot of time to study and don't have any time to reply my chat. Hmph, but you must know that we are still best friend and when you need my help, I'll always there for you =) Will always pray for you.

To my buddy WE, I wish that we could have a long chat like we used to. You know, those chats that we were having during the last year of SHS. I really miss those moments, when I can share anything to you, and so do you, also help you on your problems. I know that now you are so busy everyday, you must work for your own life and study at university at the same time. Still waiting for the time when we can talk like we have a thousand topics to be talked. Always pray for your best =)

To my buddy W, I wish we could do the crazy things like we did in SHS. I miss those moments when we did crazy things, when you shout at me, when you get angry with me. Maybe you are the missing sister of mine XD Hmph, but there are no chances for those things again. I dunno why I can stick with an emotional person like you, but that's our friendship =) Will pray for you.

To my buddy CC, I wish that we could be closer friends. Not only a friend that needs a help when she is having school/universities problems, but a friend who can share problems to me. I dunno why I'm so attracted to your life problems you know. Sometimes, I wanna ask, but then I dunno how to comfort you. It's kinda hard, but still I wanna help you. Hmm, complicated person you are, but that's the challenge in our friendship =) Pray for the best of your life =D

Well then, I seem to be like nagging. Yeah, these are just wishes, who knows they could happen. Just let God decide it =)

First challenge of the month

New month has come, and this is my month, November. Well, first challenge of this month was Public Sector Accounting mid test. I woke up at 7 and found that blackout happened == Fortunately the genset could be used so that I could review the theories. Then, when I wanted to take a bath, then the genset was ran out of fuel == I could take a bath around 9 because of some probs. Arrived at college around 9.40. I felt kinda not confident, because of many uncertain things in this subject. What the 'good' thing was the lecturer came late and we started the exam around 10.45. Damn, I was afraid of lack of time. The theories weren't difficult, but then I had to use 1 page for those 2 simple questions == Then, the journal entries were kinda long. Hufh, I couldn't do the journal entries for last transaction because the transaction was vague for me == Then I decided to do the bonus question, which was about depreciation and disposals of fixed assets. Gladly I could do it well, so it might cover that last transaction that I couldn't do. Hmm, just leave the rest to God O:)

Hufh, had a relaxing afternoon. Dunno why my head felt very heavy, so I decided to take a short nap. New month, new challenges, hope that I can pass it well =)

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A year of WPCAL

Hmm, time sure flies. I've written posts on this blog for 1 year already. Yeah, this blog has been a great place for me, to share my happiness, problems, sadness, birthday posts, achievements, etc. At first, I felt like having a blog like this will make me look like a weak person, a person who can't hold any problems and have to pour all things in a blog. But, it's not like that actually, I am just a human, who can't be that strong to hold all that problems alone. At least I need a place, where I can share all things inside my head and heart. Great place to write, I can also practice my english here =)

Hmph, this is just Monday, and all assignments come up. Need to do a presentation next week, and two questionnaires to be made. Will also have Public Sector Accounting mid this Thursday == And I just heard from another class that there will be a project from Statistics. Gosh, why do the lecturers always give assignments/projects near the end of the semester? Dunno what's the reason for that =| Spent my night on reviewing Public Sector Accounting theories, gonna continue on the journals tomorrow. Haaah, so tired, I must plan carefully this time to ensure all things will be going well. Currently love to listen Yiruma's songs, his playings are very cool =D Wish I could play piano like him =)

(Not) A Holiday

It's a holiday today, so no class at all. Rained heavily in the morning till noon, left cloudy for the rest of the day. Dunno why I spent my time to design my leaflet. Yesterday, I already did the rough design. I asked for "Purplelicious"'s help to comment on my leaflet. My goodness, although what she said was quite 'stabbing', she was right, and I had to admit that it was very ugly XD So she gave me some advice and suggestions to improve it. I kept on browsing and remade my leaflet. Yeah, the result was not bad, quite happy for it. I sent back my work to her and she said it was already okay. Then, I thanked her =D 

Hmm, felt very unproductive today, just did the leaflet and read for the next class topics for Business Communication =| But dunno why I also feel tired now. Hmph, haven't seen him for the whole day, wonder that he is busy? =\ Just feel like something isn't right for today...

Almost blue again

Hmm, it's easy to feel blue again, especially about school memories. Think that this syndrome comes again after the 2nd anniversary celebration. When I try to reminisce the memories, suddenly I feel like wanna go back to those school times. The atmosphere, friends and the busy activities are the things that I really miss. How I wish that my dreams were a time machine that would bring me back to those beautiful memories, so I could dream all of it every night. By remembering all of it can make me shed my tears. Regret why I didn't enjoy it so much. But then, it's useless to regret it now, there is no another second chance. But I really thank God for those beautiful stories, that I had ever been in a such amazing class. Am getting blue n blue tonite, gonna end this post soon :')

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Quest 2nd Anniversary!

Haha, 22nd of October has come and it means this year is the second anniversary for Quest!!!XD We celebrated it yesterday, since it was Sunday and most of us were free. Actually our former destination was Harbour 9, but then the place was very crowded and it was like a night club == Barely to talk at that kind of place. Then, we changed our destination to dr.Koffie. Well, the place was quite nice, since we chose a kinda private room. We arrived there around 8-8.30 and quickly chose our foods and drinks. Hahax, 8 of us (I can't remember who, but one of them was Jodie) chose a food called "Baked Rice Chicken". Dunno why, it was attracting 8 of us. Then, when the food came................ speechless. The portion was like for 5 year-old kids!!! Jodie was like, wanna cry at that time, that 'kid-meal' was worth 35,5k!!! Hahax, dunno why I just relaxed with that, just ate it anyway. Fortunately, my drink was quite nice, Lychee Tea, but it was too much that I need to share with my buddy, Wisely =) 

After took some photos, we went to our final destination as always, Matador XD I didn't buy drink anymore because it was ten already and I was afraid I couldn't sleep if I still drank it. We shared a lot of stories and laughters. Haaah, how I wish I could have it often =) We ended our celebration at 10.30 but then heavy rain poured down == I arrived home around 11. Well, it was a happy day for me, yes, I was very happy and felt peace =D 

2 years already, how I wish I could turn back the time and repeat all of it again. God loves Quest so much, that until today we still can be together like this, although we are not complete. Happy birthday Quest! I really hope that we can still be friends to each other for the rest of our life. Just remember, we are "Qualified to be the Best" =)

Quest 2nd Anniversary (made by Edwin Yang)

Almost over

Hufh, passed the last mid test for this week. Really thank God for the whole week =) Today's test was kinda made me confused. The last question, was really vague. In the end, the lecturer decided that the question was wrong and she wouldn't correct it, so in conclusion we only did 4 questions == Haaaahh, why did she say after the exam had finished? Was it hard to just say from the beginning that we didn't have to do it?== After all, I was kinda relieved that this week will be over. Left 1 subject, which is Public Sector Accounting. Hufh, dunno how to study that. That subject is like walking in a dark room, dunno where to walk and lean on. 

Hmm, gonna go to campus tomorrow, because I join a seminar. Dunno will be boring or not =| Anyway, this is the last night my sis and I sleep without my bro. My bro will go home tomorrow, since his job will be done by tomorrow. Hmm, dunno should be happy or not...

A year reflection

Time sure flies. Now, the second year of my college is going on. It's funny to think how the first time I could choose Industrial Engineering as my major, and I succeed on the entrance examination and accepted. To be honest that my father really helped me at that time. I wonder how if I keep on walking on that path, would I can be in a good progress as now? Maybe not. It's true about my father's words, I never have an interest in engineering things, I am good in economy. Hmph, it was a great lesson of life. I can't get it at any schools or universities in this world. I won't learn something if this is not happened. 

Now, after a year in Accounting major, I really feel like this is my path of life. I can understand well the lectures and the subjects, also good scores XD Hahax, what a twist - the subject which I used to hate when I joined Economy National Olympiad, now become the subject that I love the most. I am really interested in it and excited with it. I have a lot of chances in this major, really, as long as there are organizations and money in this world, I am needed. Even before I graduate, now some accounting and non-accounting fellows find me for some help. I am happy that I can help them, although I am very tired sometimes but still have to help them. I should be really grateful, that God has lead me in this path. It's always beautiful in His time. God is always good, huh? =)

Well, today's mid test was Management Accounting. We had the test in 4th floor hall, which was quite unusual. The questions were challenging I think. I was nervous when I got the question papers, then I calmed myself down and started to finish the questions. I dunno whether my answers were correct or not, but I already did my best for it. I'm honoured that I could finish those challenging questions. It can be a measurement, how deep is my knowledge about those topics. Hufh, gonna have Public Sector Accounting quiz tomorrow, gotta do my best =)

Beautiful in White

Hufh, first mid test today. The lecturer gave us lecture on 2 chapters first, then he let us do the exam for 1 hour. It was not difficult, but dunno why I felt confused today. But, I made it well apparently. Just let it go, I thought I did the correct one already. Tomorrow's test will be MYOB. It'll be easy I guess. I just spent my afternoon to study Public Sector Accounting for the quiz. I just studied the first chapter only, left 1 more chapter. Hopefully I can continue it tomorrow a lil' bit. 

I went to a wedding reception tonight which was held in Taipan Restaurant. Well, something happened. Dunno why I was touched just by seeing the clip of their marriage on Sunday. It was like, happy for them. The pre-wed photos were also good. Haah, when the couple entered the wedding hall, the background music was "Beautiful in White". Such a nice song I think. Wondering how many years more will be my turn. It's still a long journey I guess before I can feel this thing. Who will be my princess, that will be "Beautiful in White"? =)

So-so day (?)

Woke up at 6 am, and I was feel like wanna sleep again. I felt very sleepy, but then I remembered that I wanna go to church today. I just thought that I could do it, it was for God =) Hmm, a lil' bit late today, because my father was late slightly to buy the breakfast. Dunno why, I listened today's preach carefully. My attention focused only at the preacher. Yeah, today's topic made me think of several things. The one that rang my bell was if "I disappoint my parents, it means I also disappoint God". Hmph, quite tough thing for me to do. But, I'll try that. Then, I spent my morning by reviewing tomorrow's exam subject, and spent my afternoon-evening by studying Management Accounting. After that, I decided to refresh myself by watching Masterchef Indonesia. Today's episode was great I think, and the food....too delicious :9 After taking a bath, I reviewed Business Communication once again, to ensure, hahax XD Dunno why I told my friend not to call me today, I just felt tired that many people wanna find me to ask me things. I was just like an information center == My mood was mixed up, not in a really good mood. Then, I studied Statistics while I was chatting with my buddy at Jogja. He will have block test on Wednesday. Hope you can do the best, buddy! =D 

Well, gonna sleep soon, the mid test week has come. I have to do my best this time, and I have to rely on God =) Ganbatte!!! 

Super exhausted

Wowowowow, it's Saturday, but it turned out into a busy day. Spent my morning on finishing Business Communication and reviewed from the beginning. Then, the hectic hours started. Around 1 pm, Wenny came. I helped on her assignment. I thought it would take a short time to finish it, but then it took around 3 hours to finish it, and I was still doubt with the answer, because of the vague question. Well, around 3 came CH and Aileen, then about half an hour, Yulie came. We supposed to have a group discussion today about mid tests next week. But I could join them around 4.30 ==  Most of the time was spent on gossiping and I felt like I didn't study anything =| Then, the discussion was over around 8 and I started to study Management Accounting. Hmph, the time flew very fast, I only studied a lil' bit and it's already 10 o'clock. Then, I stopped studying, because I felt exhausted already. Gonna continue it tomorrow.

I really wish I could perform kagebunshin no jutsu. Yeah, I mean it =| Dunno why many people need my help these days, and I myself need to study also. But still I can overcome all of them, and I am still grateful that many people still need me =) Hufh, tired and tired, but thanks God for today =D Gonna go to church tomorrow, guess should hit the sack soon...

Feel blessed

It's Friday, supposed to be a relaxing day for most of people, but not for me today. Today's class was fun! We moved to second floor, because the tables are bigger, since we need a lot of spaces during Statistics class. We shared a lot of stories with the lecturer, and also learnt a lot today. Yeah, the materials become more and more complicated =| Then, I started to finish all homeworks that are due next week. Spent about one and one-half to two hours to finish all of them. I decided to start studying the first subject for the mid test, which is Business Communication. Hufh, the materials are quite a lot, but I tried to finish half of them today. Then, I helped my father to make the new logo for his product. Dang, a lot of things to do. But, know what? Although I felt tired, but I felt blessed. Dunno why, just felt like that =) It's like I still have a chance to be busy and needed by many people. Hmm, thanks God for today =D Should really hit the sack now, to restore my energy for another busy day tomorrow =)

Mid Madness

Hmm, for long time no ordinary posting. Dunno why suddenly I am a lil lazy to post. Yeah, week 5 is here and next week will be week 6, which means mid tests have come == Hufh, this semester subjects are quite tough, and guess what? All of them will be tested next week, except for Public Sector Accounting. But, it's the same, because there will be a quiz for the subject next week == Thinking of next week is quite a big burden. Will be a hectic week I guess =| I already plan how to cover next week's "attack"s. Hopefully the plan goes well.

Actually my bro is not at home for these two weeks. The good news is that I can use the modem freely XD Hopefully he is okay at that place. Something is changing inside me. Dunno why I don't easily feel blue again. Usually I will feel blue when my bro isn't at home. Maybe because I am resistant to it now? Although sometimes I miss my buddies, I keep on believing that we are still the same 'us', and we are keep on improving ourselves now. We are aiming to be a better and successful person in the future =)

Oh yeah, I've gotten my report card for first and second semester already. Well, it's quite late I guess XD

Semester I

Semester 2

Buddy's Birthday Post~ (Carissa)

Jrrrreeeennngggg~ 9th October has come. Happy birthday Aslan a.k.a. Carissa Clarence!!! I know it's sad to enter the 'ty' age this year, but don't worry, I'll be like you next month, hahax XD

Well, things about this 'almost-woman' girl. Had been same class with her since JHS. But, maybe I could count how many times had I ever talked to her? We rarely talked during our JHS. Dunno why, but that happened. Then, we were in the same class again in SHS. Started from the first year, I started to talk to her. It's because I was in the same group with her in Biology group. Because of the assignments, we did talk a lot and a lot. Maybe that was the beginning of our friendship. Well, this girl is such a hard one to guess. Really, her emotion is really complicated. Sometimes, I feel afraid to talk to her, I'm afraid of choosing wrong words. She used to post things in her blog, and I enjoyed to follow her post. Most of her posts are about her feelings, and yeah, sometimes it's hard for me to understand fully of her posts. Wanna calm down her sometimes, but ended up with doing nothing. Haah, I'm such not a good friend for her. Anyway, I just always do my best to become her friend. I just can help her when she really needs my help. It's fun that sometimes you can help your friends, especially those who close to you =) And I really hope I can be a good friend for this birthday girl, not only for her studies but also for her life. =D

Once again, happy birthday big boss!!! Now the hopes for ya. Hope that you can be more mature, wiser, and thinner *peace* XD Then, hope you can success in your studies and life. Hope that you get your internship place as soon as possible. The last is hope you can have a more enjoyable life =) Just be yourself okay? =D Welcome to TWENTY!!!! XD

Days with buddies

Had two days of meeting buddies last week. The first one is on Thursday. "Purplelicious" asked me to help her for her finance project. She fetched me at noon and we went to Cambridge Starbucks as our place to do the project. Well, it was questions, that had to be done. So we spent for about 2 hours maybe to finish the questions that we could do, the rest will be helped by her lecturer. Then, we spent the rest of our time by a super super long chat. How I loved to have such time =) Many many stories were told, and I arrived home about 7 pm at that day. 

The second day was yesterday. I had a replacement class in the morning. "Purplelicious" asked me whether we could have lunch together with Wenny last two days, and I said yes if I wouldn't have any replacement class in the afternoon. So, I took pedicab to school, to wait for Wenny and her to come. After some while, we started to leave school and went to the lunch place. Surprisingly, she could drive already. Oh man, when is my turn?== We arrived at the lunch place about 1.30 pm. We ate at Japanese restaurant called Renjiro. The food was quite good. We started to chat again and again until Suryady and Wikong came. Then, we continued again till 4.30 pm. We headed back to school because Wenny wanted to get off there. Actually, we waited for Wisely to come, and he came. We had a kinda 30 mins chat then we departed. "Purplelicious" fetched me home at 5. Well, it was a good good day I guess =) I wish I really had a day like this everyday.

Went to church this morning. Met some of my friends. As it's always, I'm happy to go to church and after-church session =) Feels like my soul replenish. Thanks God for still giving me chance to go to church =D Oh yeah, by the way, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!!! =)

Warm hug

A talkshow that I watched today on TV, showed that a daughter and a mother, who cried without saying any word. The mother was just feeling blessed, as she have this amazing daughter in her life. Then, they hugged each other. Well, it was touching. I could barely control my emotion when I watched it. Then, another question popped up in my mind. When was the last time my parents hug me? Or, do they ever hug me? I grow in a discipline family, where I must be strong for all of my problems. Barely feel the love that my parents gave, or do they ever give their love as it should be? The ironic thing is that, maybe the first person that I hugged is my buddy, not my parents or my family members. Yes, I remember that, the last night of 'retreat' of my batch. I hugged him tightly, just expressed sorry for what I had done to him, and I cried. Then, he said," Hey, don't hug me like that, it will make me cry." At that time, I just felt that he is the best buddy in my life, and indeed he is. When we had the gathering for the last night, and one of my friends asked,"Who cried at the campfire?" Maybe only me and him. His reason to cry was he felt the warmth of my hug, and he was touched. 

Sometimes, when I am depressed, I really need a hug. But who can provide that? It's impossible to hug myself. Although it's a simple action, but it is relieving and worth a thousand words...

Unusual

Saturday, as usual, dunno what to do. Just spent today like a zombie, online-ing or watching TV. I planned to read the ebook today, but ended up with slacking around doing nothing =| Oh yeah, one of my friends in German is accepted in his university. Congratz bro!!! Proud of ya =) Then, another surprising thing is one of my buddies texted me, invite me to her brother's wedding party. Wow, I'm so honored to be invited by her =) An unusual thing just happened. Him, suddenly chat with me, hahax. Well, God sure heard my prayer. I really wanna chat with him, since I haven't heard his news these weeks. Glad to know that he's okay. Well, wanna hit the sack soon. Am not going to church tomorrow, because my sis doesn't want to go =( Maybe next week =)

Fri fri friday

The best thing on Friday is wearing batik. Dunno why, I feel good everytime I wear it =) Today's class was statistics, although the subject is quite difficult, but I feel relax when I enter the class, because the lecturer likes to share stories, from the sad ones to funny ones XD That made me feel not really pressured during the class. One of my buddies, the ex-earth god, had to return the books that he lent from my college's library. My God, he supposed to return them by himself, he could text me to ask me to return them == Who's lending the book now? Me??!! == I was kinda upset for a while when I read his message. He made me as if I were the one who lent the books. I knew why he did that, because he was afraid to meet with his crush there == Oh man, just be gentle. Finally, he wanted to go to my college to return the books. I suggested that he just waited at the basement, I would go to the library to return them. It went well, hufh. Then, he fetched me home, then he texted me to say 'thank you'. I just should think twice next time == Hmm, just spent the night by playing dota and pizza frenzy. Gonna find something to do tomorrow...

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Dull boredom

Got no class for today, the lecturer cancelled the class. Spent my morning by watching TV and solving some management accounting questions. Then, I really dunno what to do for the rest of the day. Actually I wanna read the next chapter of public sector accounting, but dunno why the file is corrupted in the G-Tab == Hmm, wanna have some time to chat with my buddies, but I'm afraid of disturbing their time =| Hufh, it's hard to pass a day without making yourself busy, such a too-much-relax life that I have now...

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The right time

Wondering this thing for these days, how God's plans never fail. And also, never come too early, yet late. They always come at the right time. How great He is =) Just like my friendship with him. I almost gave up with our friendship, but then he fixed it, even upgraded to a better one. 4 years that I had waited for his response, and finally he responded it. Other people may give up on it, but then God always plays His role in our life. Meeting the ones who are my best friends are the best plan I think. Another things also. Haaaah, I should be very grateful, really. Count the blessings, then I will find infinite blessings. God is always good =) Have been missing my buddies, how are you guys? Are you okay? Wondering when we'll have some time to chit-chat like we used to be =)

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Peaceful (?)

Hmm, started today by waking up at 6.30 to accompany my sis to church. It was quite good that we made it on time XD My sis sat with her friends, while I sat alone. Saw one of my friend, and I tweeted him just to make him find me XD But, he went home earlier because he was called. Then, we arrived home at about 9.30. It's weird, seems like today's time was spelled to pass slowly. Yeah, I felt that time passed very slow today. I really enjoyed today =) Just, a peaceful day I should say. Hmm, not only peaceful, kind of a day to relax, introspect myself. I can't really tell the feeling, but it was a kind like that. I must be very happy if I can feel like this every day =) Just thanks God for that O:)

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Busy beginning

It's just the fourth day of this semester, yet I already felt many things that I must do. Start from reading stuffs to assignments. Today, I entered the first meeting of Public Sector Accounting. The lecturer was an Indonesian female. Actually I felt that she is a good person. She likes to smile, explains slowly. But, she told too many stories, no wonder she said that we may not finish all the materials == She explained step by step, ensured us to understand the material. Alas, only first meeting, but she already assigned us with assignment == Well, it's not that hard to do it, but to understand what we found, it's another hard thing to do. Well, I really need time to read and read. Spent my night on reviewing grammar, because it will be used for business communication subject. This second year is kinda tough, really need to read to understand the lectures. Gonna help my buddy on his search for books tomorrow, hope that we can find it at the library. Hufh, kinda tired today, feel very sleepy right now. Gonna hit the bed soon, else I won't understand even a thing for tomorrow's class...

Change...

Change, it's just a word, with six letters, yet it means many many things in my life. It has been a year since the first time I entered college, but I don't really feel that I've changed. But, how about my friends? My buddies? I can a lot of changes from them. Whether a good change or bad one, but at least they've changed. Somehow, I feel sad, they are not they used to be. Yes, I can't blame them, nothing that I can blame on, it's just the conditions that required them to change. But myself? Maybe sometimes I wanna ask my friends, whether I've changed or not. People said, change often, as changes may bring you to perfection. Maybe I should start to change, of course into a good person. Hmph, what a stagnant life that I have now, while others are growing into better ones...

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Grateful gratitude

New semester has come! This time as usual I'll have 5 modules. Today's subject was business communication. The book is thick and we have to finish those 21 chaps for the course == And I really need to learn grammar again, since we have to learn about written communication. Another books are also thick, except MYOB. No wonder everyone can get A for the course, it's not that hard. Kinda excited for this new semester, and I must work hard and give the best for it =) Oh yeah, I'm also very happy today!!! I got straight A for semester 3 results! XD I can't believe that my public speaking grade was A. Hahax, I'm really grateful to God =) I couldn't achieve that without His help. Really really thanks God. I'll do my best for this semester =)

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Holiday ends

Yep,the last day of my holiday. Start new semester tomorrow!!! Kinda feel both happy and sad. The happy thing is I learn new things, the sad thing is I must wake up early like usual ._. Spent today from going to church in the morning. Felt happy because of the atmosphere =) Then I had a nap in the afternoon, as I was kinda sleepy, even until now == Hufh, my dad gonna go to many cities start from tomorrow for business purpose, and guess what? I'll substitute him at the office == I even dunno what should I do there? Just keep watching the labors and receive orders? Or another thing? It will be boring I guess, hope that I can get all books for this term tomorrow and bring some to the office. Hufh, I also wanna learn and inspect my father's bookkeeping, gonna see whether it is good or not. Learn new things means new challenges for me. Ganbatte for it!!! God please help me and bless me for this new term =) Amen...

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Back to tutor again!

Yep, I am back to tutor my queen of 'galau' friend XD The only "Purplelicious". This time is about finance, or financial management in my term. Actually I'm not that confident to teach her, since my financial management lecturer didn't teach me well == But I try to read her notes and explain back to her. Yaaah, although I had some problems, but still, she could understand. I really hope that I can make her fully understand about the subject. Gonna continue it tomorrow at night, because she has some stuffs to be finished. She said that she wanna pay me. Hmm, I dun want it, because I am not a professional one, and I like to teach her. Dunno why, it's just simple as that =) And I also get more knowledge, since I've never learnt some of them. Maybe after I become an auditor I will ask fee from her XD Just kidding. Well, gonna do my best to make her understand =) Wanna hit the bed soon, because I'll go to church tomorrow morning =)

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Quite cheerful day

Today was quite a good day for me =) Last night I poured up what I felt and shared all of them to God. God healed my wound very fast. Another miracle from the Almighty God =) I know that this will work, because I've tried it several times. Thanks Jesus for still caring and loving me until now. Wonder why I still can blogging in this hour? Yep, my bro isn't at home, he slept at his friend's house to finish their group assignment. Dunno why I wanna chat with one of Questers. Yeah, honestly I don't like to talk to him during my school times, but now, I feel comfort when I talk to him. Always talk about jobs when I chat with him. Both of us still perfect unemployed till now == Hope that both of us can find a job. Hmm, my friend said that I can see my scores for semester 3, and I tried it on the web. Since when I can log in?=O But, it was error after I logged in, just the same == Well, hope that tomorrow will be another good day to me =)

A.L.O.N.E.

I really wish today wouldn't come. I really wish I could forget today. I feel half-alive today. Only my body exists, not my soul. Feels like really alone. This family is not a 'real' family to me. Never being understood by them. Sharing stories to them? It's like finding a diamond-I myself forget when is the last time I do that. How do I start to talk? They rarely accept or even appreciate my opinion. It's not my fault if I never share to them. Being hurt too much, dunno how long I can endure it. How to do the same to them? They are my family. It's better that I live alone, because living with them is not different with living alone. They never ever care with my mentally problems. I am not a robot, which has no feelings, I am a human, who need love and care. People said that your family is the place you go home, but that doesn't work to my family. I really envy with my friends' family, theirs are the real family. Whom to talk, where to go, I don't know. I just...wanna disappear from them...

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Long holiday syndrome

Hmph, I really want my holiday to end soon, because I really hate when I myself feel alone, empty, coldness inside. This is what happened if I don't have anything to do == I just spend my day by playing online games, watching TV or reading ebook. I even almost finish reading that ebook == 10th, come faster please, I feel like I am the most unproductive person in the world now. Kinda hard to chat with my buddies, since they have started their new terms, and that means they are busy. Did random notes about "How well do you know your best friend?". It's kinda fun, wanna do more of it =) Hmph, boredom, boredom, boredom, just get out of here...

Refreshed soul

Went to church this morning, to accompany my sis who wanted to get stamp, hahax XD Thought it would be fun, but I didn't know why we came at the most right time. Today was the first Sunday of September, it meant that it's not youth one. It was mixed with the old people one == It went like Gloria one, and we both were bored and bored and...bored. The songs were slow beat, not even one song that was cheerful one == Saw many juniors and also teachers from my school. Happy to see them =) I told my sis to not come on the first Sunday of every month, or we will stuck in this situation again XD But, I really feel my soul refreshed. It is not a tired one, but fully energized =) Kinda happy Sunday.

Hmm, he has arrived at Jogja and started his new semester tomorrow. Dunno whether he received my sms or not, but once again, do ur best for this semester buddy!! See you on your next holiday =)

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Stranger

Yeah, I feel like I'm a stranger to my family. I dunno why, maybe I just can't get along with them anymore. This family rarely gives chances to express opinions, always feel that they are the most right one. Tired with them sometimes. What an irony, autocratic family in a democratic country. Seriously, they even don't know me well. My friends even know me better, especially my buddies. That's why I always feel comfortable when I talk to my buddies. When I talk to my parents, it's like talking to a judge that can judge you right or wrong. Wanna end it, but how? I also wanna live alone because of this. What's the point if you live in your own house but you act like a stranger?

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Buddy's Birthday Post~ (Wisely)

September 1st! Guess who's birthday is today? Yep, it's Wisely!!!! At last he is 19 years now. Well, I dunno whether he will get a surprise for his birthday or not. Haaah, when was the last time we met? Last 2-3 months maybe? What makes this mentalist special in my life?

Hmm, this person is quite introvert one, but since he often comes to my home to somewhat 'study', then he always tells whatever he wants. For example, when we had Math homeworks, then he would tell half an hour things before he did one question. All of you can see how effective and efficient we were at that time XD I really really know a lot of things of him after he told me many things about him. Not only that, I learnt a lot of life lessons from him. "Never give up"- yeah, I guess that's the main thing that I can learn from him. Although his life is not as good as mine, but he never ever gives up. He will try to find another solution, and try to not hang on another person. But when he needs help, then I always try to help him. Haah, I really miss when he told many stories to me, that atmosphere I mean. It was nice I think. And I also miss when he slept over at my house. Actually it was to study, but then I could not stay awake and I slept, while he read novels from my bro's cabinet XD We also used to go to church together at Sunday morning (actually to add up our Religion marks XD). Sometimes he also fetched me to hang out and discuss many things in our life. How I miss it, but seems things are changed. We are not in the same university and he has to work everyday. Maybe we seldom meet now, but still I view him as my buddy until now =) Looking forward for our meetings =)

Now, the hopes and wishes for this commander!!! Happy 19th birthday my bro, first things first is hope you can success in your studies and your career XD Also hope that you always do your best in your life. You now that you can accomplish all things no matter how hard it is =) Really wish that your relationship with her will last long long long long long long~~~ XD Oh yeah, last thing, enjoy your last 'teen' before you turn into 'ty' okay? Have a blast! =D

Influence

Wondering how much influence that I gave to my buddies, as they gave me many positive influences in my life, can you tell me some of them,my buddies?=)

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Uneasy

Dunno why I feel uneasy today. Maybe because last night, my friend told me that one of my lecturers need to find me, and he gave the lecturer my phone number == But, until now, there's no sign of my lecturer. Was he trolling me? == I just can keep on think positive on it. My buddy is also asking Quest for another outing day tomorrow. It is to the water theme park at Hermes. Hmm, water again, huh? I dunno why I was like kinda afraid of it, maybe I really need to learn swimming. Think of not joining tomorrow =| Besides 'my little bank' runs out of cash, I also don't really like to go to that kind of place. Sorry to disappoint you, my buddy =( 

Finally I finished the entry for tomorrow this morning. I still dunno whether to let him read or not, but after all, it is dedicated to him =)

"So-called family" outing day

Yesterday was a great great outing day. Well, last 2 days, my best buddy asked for me whether I wanted to hang out with him or not, and I answered "YES" to him. I thought that he also asked other friends, but it wasn't as I expected. Yesterday, he fetched me at 9.30 am. I was surprised when I entered his car; his gf, his gf's sister, his brother and sister. Wow, that was his family... But, hey, something's different. I wasn't as awkward as usual, but the atmosphere was warm and nice. We could talk a lot of things inside the car =) Then, we went to his gf's house to fetch his gf's sister home and his gf wanted to prepare our outing day things. Around 15-20 minutes, we left her house and we continued to his house. His father told funny things, thought that I am his gf's brother XD How young I am. They had their breakfast, then we were talking about many things. Then his brother helped him to feed their dogs and prepared their own things, include his sister. Another surprise was that his gf and him wore couple t-shirt again, a panda called "Monfi" XD How sweet they are.

Then, around 11.30 we started our journey to Pantai Cermin Theme Park. We laughed and chit-chatted again inside the car. His brother and sister were cute, usually I'm not very interested with children XD Here we were, Daddy Eric, Mommy Michaela, Uncle Duffin, and Steven and Angel as their kids, what a "so-called family" XD After around 1 hour, we decided to have a lunch first before we entered the theme park. Surprisingly, we took around 2 hours just to have lunch, because of the restaurant bad service. How could my father suggest this kind of resto == Then, we entered the theme park, and the sun was burning. We changed our clothes (actually I just took off my clothes) and ready for the water!!! This is my first time I played in water theme park, although I've ever visited this place twice. Again, something's different, I didn't feel afraid at all. Stupidly, I rode the fastest slide at the first time. Yeah, stupid courage, I was the first person and after I got inside the water, I couldn't get myself calm down. I thought I was drowning == I drank a lot of the water. Huff, that made me a kind of trauma, but I didn't know why I still wanted to play, after he ensured me nothing's gonna happen. So, I tried to think of how I should act when I was inside the water. Several trials, and I succeed maybe 4-5 times of not drinking the water == Maybe I really need to learn how to swim == We played around 3 hours. The last thing that we waited for is the big pour from a giant bucket. We made a circle to endure ourselves against the big pour. Hahax, that was kinda fun. Well, all of those things succeed to make me starving. Then, we went to bathroom to take a bath. We took some pics, then decided to go home. 

At first, he said that he would drive slowly and relaxing. After some while, dunno why he wanted to race with some cars == We were kinda confused to choose a dinner place. Fortunately, my father called me and I asked him where to eat. I told him my father's suggestion, but finally we didn't have our dinner at any of my father's recommendation XD It was raining, and fortunately it was not as hard as my father told me at the phone. We had our dinner about 1 hour. I was really starving, but I could barely eat, because "the air comes into my body" too much == After that, we continued our journey. All of us were already tired. His gf and sister slept inside the car. Then, I was arrived at my home around 10 pm. Nice nice day, dunno why I was very happy yesterday =) It wasn't about the trip, he said that he only asked his closest persons in his life, and I am one of them. Such a precious thing that I must appreciate much much and much. I also learnt something from this family. A full of love family. The way he talks and treats his brother and sister. I think that I am still not a good brother for my brother and sister. It would be very nice if I had a family like that. I am looking forward for the next trip, buddy =) By the way, congrats with the grand plan, hahax. Happy to hear that you succeed on it =D

Home

Back to Medan yesterday. Finally ended the 'nice views' holiday. This vacation is not really bad at all, just the hotel is kinda not comfortable. I took some pics and posted to Instagram, quite happy when many people liked it XD The worst thing of this vacation was when we took a ferry to watch 'Batu Gantung'. The weather was cloudy and almost rain, the wind was very strong and I forgot to take my jacket. Perfect cold == Maybe because of that, I got complication now == Actually I stayed 1 night at The Hill. The view was also great, but alas, I didn't take any pics because I forgot to take the tablet out == Plan to suggest my friends to go there when they will plan for a trip. Hufh, my holiday left 2 more weeks, quite happy as the new term will start, new things to learn =)

Just saw Jowi's post about their journey to Brastagi. How I really wish to join them, it would be so much fun =( Haaah, maybe next time...

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Buddy's Birthday Post~ (Eric)

Hey hey, it's August 21st, and it's my best buddy's birthday!!! Hufh, have planned for this since last month, but I keep on procrastinating. Finally, only this that I can do. Well, this supercalifragilisticexpialidocious buddy at last is the same age as me now. Although he is older one year now, but still he looks like 'anak smp', hahax...XD What makes this 'used to be always late' (maybe until now ^^v) person so special for me? 

The first year of JHS, when I was in the same class for the first time with him, nothing really happened between us. We were just friends, yes only friends. He was still a naughty boy at that time and I didn't like him. But, at the second year of JHS, he sat behind me. Yes, he was still a naughty boy. I remembered that he often borrowed my homework, because he hadn't done it, hahax XD Started from that year, I started to look him as a special friend. He was the one who refreshed my mind again about Christian, as I almost gave up on it. Honestly, my first year of JHS was such a pointless life, but he came to refresh my mind. I still remembered the first book that he lent me, which was "Before 30" by Philip Mantofa. That book was such an amazing one, and after that I started to pray again, just like what I did before I entered JHS. Every day, he told me stories about Christian, his experiences, and I thought that they were very amazing. I knew that my parents wouldn't let me change my religion, so I prayed when no one saw me. I could still read books that he lent me, by covering them with school books XD After that, my life changed. At least I knew what road to be chosen. I could have a target to pursue. Better than the first year of JHS, or maybe the best stage in my life =) Although he often made fun of me, but I really really thanked him and to God, for sending such a nice person in my life. Yeah, although he was a lil' bit changed after that year, but I still viewed him as a special friend in my life. God is so good, huh?=) I always try to help him. Also thanks to that day, now we are closer buddy. He is not the one who never respond our friendship anymore. Hufh, although now he goes to another place to continue his study, but we never lose contact, and he cares when I have some problems. Sometimes I wanna talk or share with him, but I am afraid that I disturb his time. Yeah, but that doesn't mean too much, we are still buddies and it will always be =)

Now, wishes or hopes for ya buddy. Happy 19th birthday!!! Enjoy your last 'teen' before you turn into 'ty'. Hope the best for your studies. Pursue your dreams to become a great doctor. Also wish that your relationship with her always last long long long long long long~~~ XD Keep on serving God, don't become a lazy boy again. Then, thanks for your advice for all of this time =) Have a blast, my buddy =DDD

There is nothing on this earth more to be prized than true friendship.

(Maybe) Nice Vacation

These days were spent for the preparation of the annual family vacation. Haaah, will go to Samosir Island again. Why did my father decide to visit this place again? It's far, and I'm tired with the journey. But, I have to admit that the place has very nice views and it's cool. Have to wake up at 4 tomorrow, oh man. I think I will continue my sleep in the car == One more thing that made me feel lazy for this vacation : the time. I'll be there for 4 days 3 nights, and will add 1 more night at Sibolangit. So, I'll spend almost 1 week of vacationing == Hufh, really wanna join my buddy's outing to Brastagi, but I can't. This is the second time that I can't join >< He phoned me this afternoon, asked me when I will back. Seems like he can't postpone the outing, so I'll let it be. But I am grateful that he still wants to give an effort so that I can join, but the condition doesn't meet. Well, have fun there buddy. I am looking forward for your next outing plan =)

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(Not) Sudden outing

Today was just another boring holiday, and it was worsen by my mom's babbling. She always criticizes the clothes that I will take for vacation, and I really don't like the way she criticizes. How can be she is the one who is shy when I am the one who wear that clothes?== I was refreshing my mood by watching TV. As I went back to my room, got sms from Boris, who asked me to hang out. I thought that I was late, because I read that sms half an hour after I got the sms. I texted him back, asked him whether they were already arrived there or not. Fortunately, he said that he would fetch me at that time, so I prepared myself for that. Our destination was Matador as usual. When we arrived, Eric and Agus just came back from nearby supermarket, and CT with his bf also just arrived. Then we greeted each other, ordered drinks and found place to sit and started our chit-chats. Apek then came, followed by Hendra and Amink. Unfortunately, Eric and Apek couldn't join for the dinner. I barely hang out together with him == And he planned that next Monday he would ask Quester to have a trip to Berastagi. Why must the day I go to Samosir?>< I never go out with him to that kind of place == Then, we decided to fetch Lupe and Helen, and guess what? A sedan with 8 people inside it. Can you imagine how cool is that?== Our dinner place was supposed to be Pizza Hut, but then the place was overcrowded. Then we changed our dinner place to Lekker. It was just the same. Finally, we chose Tea Garden as our dinner place. We continued to share our stories and laughs. Haaahhh, such a mood booster I think =) But I really want a day that I can hang out with my best buddy before he go back to Jogja =(

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Done

Hufh, finished my entry for him. Really hope that it will be a nice post for him. It has been a week since his come back to hometown. But I haven't planned on going out with him. Hmm, I hate when I want to meet him, but nothing to talk when he is right in front of my face. Can't we just have a similar thing to talk of? But, sometimes it's also good to have different things to talk, it will last long longer than a seminar. Wanna hang out with him, but... I really wish I have my own car, so that I won't burden anybody to fetch me. Haaaahhh, tired of it.

Thought of wanna join orientation, since I didn't join last year, but my mom said I don't need to, then I decided to not joining it until the campus asked me to join. I won't make the same mistake again, by opposing what my parents said. One time is enough...

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Courage?

Just read her post, and it seems like she's gonna back to those days, when she was 'galauing' almost every night. Well, I myself feel okay to being a friend that can listen to her naggings and problems, but still I am too afraid of cannot help her in the end. And I dun have any courage to calm her, because her mood can change instantly, and I am afraid of making her angry. It needs a big big courage to do all of those things. I salute to her so-called sibling for being a very good friend of her. But I never stop on praying on her life. If she needs place to share, then I'm ready. I'll try my best when the time comes =)

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Random dream

Hmm, last night's dreams were weird. First, my Business Marketing lecturer said that only me who got A for the subject, it was too good to be true. Then, she continued to teach us on another subject, which I didn't even know what subject it was. Then, E, phoned me at that dream. He asked me like usual thing he said "How are u?" I forgot what I answered, but after that, he was silent. Then I asked him what happened. He was going to tell something to me, but I didn't remember the dream after that. Everytime I dreamt about him, I always wonder what is the meaning of it. It is always mysterious. Something meaningful, but I can't tell what it is. After all, they are all just dreams. I believe that God will let me the meaning if there is a meaning when the timr comes.

Hufh, seems like nothing to do for this holiday. I just spend it with playing games, games, and games. My friends at SG have started their new terms. I'm also excited with my new term, can't wait for it!!! Hope for the best for all of us =)

Refreshing~

Yesterday was the first day of my holiday, and I was feeling like being....tortured == Yeah, my mom assigned to fold 'those-will-be-burnt' paper. I really never like to fold that, because it's really useless and time-consuming. Think that she will assign me for more papers == But, Quest was having a trip yesterday!!! I tried to join, as I really needed to refresh myself. Boris fetched me around 4, with Jodie inside his car. Then, we continued to fetch CT, after that we went to the café that CT suggested. At that place, I had to admit, we only spent our time only to play the games, not chit-chat. But finally, I could meet Angel and Agus, I had never met them again since December? We didn't talk or share a lot of stories there, and we continued our journey to Sun, and were planning to make Agus' birthday surprise. We chose Mr. Pancake as our dinner place and as our execution place. We started to tease Agus when we had our dinner there. MT was so much funny, he teased Agus frontally XD Then, we started the plan, by the signal of Boris asked Agus to go to toilet, and Edwin joined them too. Then, we got the cake that was hid by the cashier. We placed the candles, but didn't light them. We would ask Agus to light them himself XD So, there there was, a self-service birthday surprise, lit the candles and sang the song by himself XD It was funny XD After that, we decided to say goodbye and go home. The traffic last night was a big traffic jam. I thought that this Medan would be the second Jakarta == I ended the day by not taking a shower, as it was a bit late when I reached home == But, after all, it was a nice day =)

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Unexpected unexpected

Today is the fourth day of final exams week, left one for tomorrow. How I wish that it could come faster, as I can't wait to have my holiday soon. Well, today's morning was just an unexpected morning. Guess what? He is at hometown now!!!XD He texted me to ask whether I was already at campus or not, and he wanted to fetch me home today. I accepted his offer with no doubt XD I was so excited that he is home. As usual, his suddenly return excites me XD He called me as usual to ask how am I and ask me to join him. Today's exam was also unexpected. My whole class could finish it in less than 1 hour, it was because what the lecturer told us came out in the exam. Hahax, kinda happy with the exam. 

Then, I texted him that I had done my exam and decided to wait him by spending my time chit-chat with my friends. About an hour, he arrived, and I was so happy to meet him. He wanted to go to toilet to wash his hands, because there was a problem with his car before he came. Then, we talked and talked, during our way to his car, in his car and until I have arrived at my home. Before we departed, he gave me something, tela cake from Jogja. Wow, I thanked him and thanked him. He is such a great buddy. Never regret on having him as my buddy. Not about his present or his fetch, but his will to do all of those things. He even wanted to spend his time only to meet me. Hope for another time to spend chit-chatting with him, cause that meeting was too short, maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Also hope for the best for tomorrow's last exam!!! God bless...=)

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Happy Friendship Day

Just remembered that today is Friendship Day. Dedicated to all my buddies, E, WE, W, CC, VS, W. Really hope that our friendship bonds will last long forever =)

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New Habit

Yep, I just have a new habit, which is reading daily reflection or daily bread of Christian. It has started since two weeks ago. I updated the Bible app on my phone, and I recognized that the update version has the daily bread for everyday. I thought that this will be great, it means I can still have a kind of reminder about God and Christ everyday. It is good, I realized many things when I read it. I really wanna thank to the one who made this app. Although the daily bread is a short one, but it is meaningful. I love to read it now =) Thanks God for the blessings. Now I can have a step closer to You =)

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Neverending tiredness

Yeah,I'm too tired for these days. Keep on preparing myself for next week's final. Finally I finished those 10 chaps marketing and today I could afford to finish Business Law. It wasn't hard, because the lecturer indirectly forced us to study by having so many quizzes. Start from tomorrow, I will study the trio calculation. Quite happy, because I can stop on babbling all those theory stuffs.

Having strange dreams these nights, maybe because I'm too tired. My brain sometimes hurt because of too much memorizing things. This semester's final is quite torturing, but I keep on struggling, and of course I can make it with God's help =) Hmm, since like he'll be late to come back to hometown. Just pray that everything will be all right... Still waiting for the 'spring'...

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Fall to winter

Hmm, I just felt my feelings with my buddies just like autumn season change to winter. Yeah, it's colder and colder. Something has been missing, the warmth, the laughters, the stories, the helping each other thingy. I really dunno why I feel that way. Although we are still buddies, but we are not we were used to be anymore. It is either all of you or me have changed. But that's life, no matter how hard you defend your consitency, you will change. Many forces that made us change, which we never realized it. Well, I just hope that the spring will come, when the warmth always exists in our hearts...

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Pre-final refreshing

Had a day out with Vutet and Wenny last two days. It was Trio Chubby day out!!!XD We planned for that immediately after Vutet had arrived in hometown. She fetched me from my campus around 1.15 pm then we went to school to fetch our kindergarten teacher. The moment she entered the car, her voice filled the whole car!!! XD She told us about her difficulties in becoming a kindergarten teacher. We decided to hang out at Sun plaza. When  we arrived, we went straight to the toilet, because Wenny wanted to change her teacher's uniform with casual clothes. Then we went to a cafe to have our lunch there. We shared lotsa stories there, lotsa fun and funny ones XD After that, we went to arcade to have some fun. The most funniest one was when we played dance game. At the first time, we still played 1vs1, but then, we played for 1 player with 3 people's legs XD We laughed a lot, and it was kinda embarrasing XD Then, these 2 giant girls wanted to eat dimsum, and we went to Nelayan. We felt hot and were sweating after played the dancing game, and still we ate dimsum with chili sauce XD We really needed cold drinks at that time XD After that, we took some silly photos, then we went to J.Co toeat again. Whoa, these two girls just like the usual them, eat at most of their time XD We continued to share our stories again until 7.30. Then, we went home. 

Today will be a sleepover day at one of my friends's house. I refused to join when my buddy asked me, but I reconsidered again when I tried to consult with one of my buddies, quite surprising that she could change my mind. I was too worry about my final exams. But, after I replanned my schedule again, then it won't be any problem. Gonna reached my target for today, and hope that I can have fun there =)