Unusual Saturday

I was having a "fear" sleep last night. Yep, it was because of the English Club. I was hoping that I wouldn't come, but my parents have known it and supported me. Actually, me and CT were quite confused what time will the club started. So, we phoned our college and no one answer her call and my call was answered at the first try...XD The woman said that it's at 1 pm, so I told CT to come at that time. Alas, we had heard wrong info (the hell with that stupid woman). The meeting would be 3 pm. Then, we just had to wait for another two hours. We spent that time by chatting till we decided to move to library to meet another people. At library, we met those seniors who actually participating in this club. And I was volunteering myself to be included into this club...==

Then, we were surfing the internet until 3 pm and we decided to follow the seniors to the theatre room to begin the meeting. At first, we were both nervous. And I was kinda like wanna escape from that place. But, things were different after the seniors started the meetings. I couldn't believe that I could met the first rank of South East Asia speech competition, who named Agustine. She is just beautiful, friendly, smart, impressive, etc. Kind of perfect person. Then the meeting started with writing a thing in a piece of paper, then collected to the lecturer (kind of that). After that, we were called one by one to take one of collected papers and said "I cannot live without this which is...". Then, the next person will contra his/her statement, and that person will do the same thing as the person before him/her. That was quite fun, I was contradicting senior's statement, and I did well...XD The next thing is the lecturer will give us a topic with caption and picture, then we write a speech about that topic. Actually, I was not doing good, because I was lacking of time. The seniors and others are doing well at their speeches. Wonder if I can be like them one day... Then, the meeting was over and we went home.

Hmm, I think I will continue joining this club, because there's a chance of getting certificate...XD I will join scrabble team, hopefully I make the right decision. Hufh, haven't memorize my persuasive speech yet, think I'll just do it tomorrow...

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Fly back

He's going back to Jogja 2moro...Kinda emo and sad today...Time sure flies too fast. I can meet him on the next six months, hope that will happen. All I wanna to say is safe flight and keep on with ur straight A...=)

This afternoon I got a call from my college. She offered me to join the English Club. I was going to reject it, by saying I'll look at my schedule first. I was shocked,dilema,etc. Then I texted Vutet to ol fb to discuss this thing with her. Of course she is supporting me. I dun have any passion at this thing actually. Then I told my mom bout this, and she also supported me to join. Yeah, I just have to try. But, after I heard bout the selection from my friend, it will be a tough day tomorrow. Hufh, God, please bless me and lead me to Your way. I know that Your plans are beautiful in Your time. Just pray for his flight and the selection tomorrow...

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Thanks,buddy~ =D

Phew, long time no posting here. Well, I just passed my mid term for this week and the last one will be next Friday, still have much time to prepare. What made me happy today is my meeting with one of my buddies. It has been six months since he went to Jogja. He fetched me from my college at 2 pm, after I had my english lab. Then, I greeted him at the second floor. How happy and excited I was. Then, with his usual smile he greeted me too, then we went to his car to think of where would we going. I saw something that he held, which was Galaxy Tab!!! Hahax, it made me more excited...XD Then, we had a chat and decided to go to Cambridge. Before that, he went to our school to bring water bottle to his brother, what a kind brother he is...XD After that, we go to Cambridge and decided to sit and start our chat at J.Co.

Wow, we chatted very long time, around 3 hours...XD He shared some stories from his life at Jogja, and I shared some of mine too. Guess what? His GPA is 4.00 for the first semester!!!! He must have been study hard, because it's not easy to get 4.00 at medical faculty. Proud of him, and think he will be a great doctor in the future. He is such a great person, and I learned a lot from him. Really, A LOT. Then, we ended our chat and left Cambridge. He wanted to fetch his grandma, but she was still training. Then, he decided to fetch his brother and his beloved from school. Wow, even his beloved sister and brother he fetched. I think that both of them will be a great couple. His beloved is a lucky girl, found such a good man...=D Then, he fetched me home and say goodbye to him.

Haah, a great day I think. Actually, he did what I said on the "confession" day. Nice job, buddy...=D Even if he only thinks that our relationships is just friends, but I always recognize him as my best friend ever... No hatred anymore on him, I will always support and pray for him...=D

My Best Friend, Eric...

Dé javu or vision dream?

Hmm,I've been thinking of several things that happened in my life. Just as something happened, even the simple one, I never experience it, but still I think that I ever experience it. And that event I ever dreamt of it. I dunno what this kind of thing called, but if it's true, it could be vision dream. As I searched at Google, vision dream is a dream that God sends to us to warn or to let us know of something. I've been studying at IT&B for 1 semester, and half way to finish the second semester, I just realized that I ever dreamt of the path outside lecturer's room. It's kinda weird, but it's a truth. Then, I'm wondering, that what I have dreamt become a reality. Is this God's way to communicate with me? And that's not the only dream that become reality, just many others that become true. God, if this is the way to communicate with me, I'm sorry if I ever think that You never respond my prayer... Maybe just I experienced dé javu, but I believe more at vision dream. Thanks God if it's true...=)

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For my current class

I'm sorry if I act rudely this year and the next year, because I have something to achieve in these 2 years. It's not that I hate u guys and don't care or abandon u, but u guys won't have the same interest with what I want to achieve. So, I'm sorry if I ever did something that makes u guys sad or angry with me... I just need all of u to understand this thing, thank u...

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Butiran Debu

This is a very nice song. A very deep feeling of losing a soulmate. Love this song...=D

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:| :\ :)

Saturday, the greatest feeling of it is that I don't have any class at Saturday. Today is a so-so day, my tutoring has been postponed because my bro took the laptop to hospital. And, I'm just online-ing and watch video posted by "Purplelicious". The videos were damn funny!!!!XD

Actually, I just checked his fb profile, and he's coming back to town today while others are heading back to their places... I just felt weird, yesterday I was thinking of when he will be home, and today is the day. That was just a feeling of a buddy I guess. I wanna hang out with him, but I dunno when he will back to Jogja. Hope he will back at next month, because I will have my mid test next 2 weeks.

Short post, because I have nothing to write anymore. Hope that today will go well...=)

Grateful n Happy

Hey ho,today is Tuesday and the most hated day by Boston class because of having to speak twice at this day. Actually, we should do the speaking for English class, but my lecturer came late and we just did a little reading and listening. The speaking is postponed till next week. Great, isn't it?XD Then, I was very nervous of IDP class today. Before entering the class, me with my friends accidentally saw Indonesian language scores, and I got A!!! Then, we asked for nationality and religion scores and they were at third floor. Guess what? I got A also!!! This means that my GPA for first semester is 4.00!!!XD

I was happy and grateful. Thanks God for ur blessings!!! Then, it's time for IDP class. Nervous as always before a speech. And I was the first person who presented the speech. Fortunately, all goes well as I expected. And thanks God again for that. But, seems like the lecturer skipped my commentary...==

Really hope that I can get straight A for this semester also...Thanks God...=)

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Sick

I'm sick of my parents.
I'm sick of my home's atmosphere.
I'm sick of this city's life.
I just wanna live alone far from this city.
Another ones wanna go home but I wanna leave home.
I'm tired of anything already.
It's torturing live with a pressure like this.
I dunno why my parents don't have any 'sense' to know about their child's dying condition.
God,please,I'm really tired already.
I really want my hopes are fulfilled.
I have never been like this, God.
Please strenghten me...Amen...

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Unique Record! XD

Hahax,just checked my "ex" university's portal and I got F for all of the subjects. But, I got A for all of the subjects at my recent college. Straight A and F, quite unique record. Now, who can beat my record? XDDDD

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Parents

Hufh, damn, guess I have this crisis with my parents again. Not a direct one, of course. I think they are kinda like a dictator, but not a direct one. I'm so tired with these things. They never hear what their children's say, always think that they are the best. They never know my problem either. All what they know is just my physical needs. That's all. I'm so sick with this. Why they can't be open-minded a little bit. Can't they just hear and understand what I want? They just know the things that the best for me based on their point of view, not mine. I think that nowadays parents don't know how to sacrifice. They just only want their children happy, and they are happy at the same time, but those happiness are created by them, not their children. They are just selfish I guess... Hufh, a little contra with them will be considered as a bad child. What the hell... I really wish I was born at Western countries, where people are more open-minded than Eastern people. Can't whine anymore, I whine until I'm tired of whining. Wondering will they read this one day? I am also wondering why my bro and my sis still haven't felt like this. Maybe I don't belong to this family? Or there are secrets about myself that I still dunno? Now, only God knows how to make me happy and secured...

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Lost

I am really lost right now. Dunno where to go, what direction should I go, can't see anything. This is what exactly happened 6 years ago, and it happened again. I lose my life targets, hardly find a new one that can encourage me. I really feel life without God is horrible thing. I feel sadness and sorrow most of our time nowadays.

Actually it was him, who helped me out from the darkest valley 5 years ago. He tried his best to introduce Jesus to me, and because of him, I really want to be a Christian. Unfortunately, my parents won't let me do that. I have no courage in telling my wish. I know that it really needs courage, but still I'm such a coward till today. I dunno how to start. Since I have graduated, I seldom hear about Bible stories again, sing Christian songs, and go to church. I.... hardly lie to my parents if I wanna go to church. Now my soul is really dying. No happiness around my life, all of it just fake happiness. I really dunno how to stand up and get back to the old me, he is not here anymore.

Jesus, I really beg You to save me, comfort me and walk with me in every step of my life. Lead me into the right path...=(

The lost kid

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