I am really lost right now. Dunno where to go, what direction should I go, can't see anything. This is what exactly happened 6 years ago, and it happened again. I lose my life targets, hardly find a new one that can encourage me. I really feel life without God is horrible thing. I feel sadness and sorrow most of our time nowadays.
Actually it was him, who helped me out from the darkest valley 5 years ago. He tried his best to introduce Jesus to me, and because of him, I really want to be a Christian. Unfortunately, my parents won't let me do that. I have no courage in telling my wish. I know that it really needs courage, but still I'm such a coward till today. I dunno how to start. Since I have graduated, I seldom hear about Bible stories again, sing Christian songs, and go to church. I.... hardly lie to my parents if I wanna go to church. Now my soul is really dying. No happiness around my life, all of it just fake happiness. I really dunno how to stand up and get back to the old me, he is not here anymore.
Jesus, I really beg You to save me, comfort me and walk with me in every step of my life. Lead me into the right path...=(
The lost kid
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