Hufh, damn, guess I have this crisis with my parents again. Not a direct one, of course. I think they are kinda like a dictator, but not a direct one. I'm so tired with these things. They never hear what their children's say, always think that they are the best. They never know my problem either. All what they know is just my physical needs. That's all. I'm so sick with this. Why they can't be open-minded a little bit. Can't they just hear and understand what I want? They just know the things that the best for me based on their point of view, not mine. I think that nowadays parents don't know how to sacrifice. They just only want their children happy, and they are happy at the same time, but those happiness are created by them, not their children. They are just selfish I guess... Hufh, a little contra with them will be considered as a bad child. What the hell... I really wish I was born at Western countries, where people are more open-minded than Eastern people. Can't whine anymore, I whine until I'm tired of whining. Wondering will they read this one day? I am also wondering why my bro and my sis still haven't felt like this. Maybe I don't belong to this family? Or there are secrets about myself that I still dunno? Now, only God knows how to make me happy and secured...
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