First Real Job

Haha, got a good news. Actually I knew the news on Sunday, but I just had time to post it here. Hihi, I passed the selection of an accounting community as the staff of Auditing Program team. I really dun expect that I could pass, since there were around 170 applicants. I felt confident for passing the first two selection phases, but for the last one, it was quite tough. I had to read a journal and write an essay about it. And the journal wasn't about general accounting issues, it was about implementing love in accounting. Extraordinary topic, isn't it? I tried my best to write the essay, thanks God the director chose me =) My junior was also accepted, hahax. Never expect she was accepted in the Managerial Accounting Program team, as she is only in her second semester now. Hmm, something is bothering me post-my-acceptance. There will be a plan from the director to have a national gathering at Jakarta this July. If the ticket is sponsored by them, then I'll go. But, I still have classes on July == Oh yeah, my job is that to make tweets about a topic of Auditing, the manager will arrange the schedule when we should send the tweets' draft to her. Tonight is Auditing's tweets, and the tweets' draft which is tweeted by the director was made by my assistant manager. It was cool, mine is still lame if I compare to his. Haaah, thanks God for giving me this job, I'll try my best for these two years =)

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Danger

Somehow, the last part of the sentence of that quote is what is really happening to me now. Just substitute the "virtual" with "college" and "real" with "school". Yes, now I feel more alive and comfortable with my college friends. This is bad, and I am in danger now. Dunno why suddenly I feel like wanna run away from my school friends, including my buddies. I don't have that 'urge' to find them anymore. I dunno why, maybe because I'm too tired of becoming the one who always find them first? I just wanna see, whether they still care about me or not. Haahh, I just feel sad, with myself, and them. Changed, yeah, indeed I have changed. So sorry, I am trying not to change, and still trying to maintain what it's supposed to be. But then, a relationship needs efforts from both sides, not just from one side...

End of Second Year

Hmm, quite some time I left this blog, dunno why I dun have the urge to post something here. Yeah, I've entered the new semester, which is the last semester for this second year. Time sure flies, left one year for college life. After that, I must welcome the working life. Hmm, this semester is making me a lil' bit excited, as I meet one of the subject that will be my concentration next year, which is Audit. I know that it will be a full theory subject, but then it's better than taxation. I also know my character, which is suitable with audit works. This semester also has a subject called Character Building. At the first time, I think that this subject will be very useless and wasting my time, as the class is on Monday evening. But after two meetings of it, I feel grateful of having this subject in my college. From this subject I can really know my character, and how to become a better person for my surroundings. I really hope I can learn many things in that class to enhance my personality. Oh yeah, about last semester results, I'd like to thank God for the perfect GPA again O:) It's insane that for OB, whole batch got A XD The lecturer gave last good impression to us, as this subject won't be in the junior's curriculum again XD

Hmm, as I have spare time, I keep on thinking how are my buddies now. I wanna ask, but end up with the feeling of 'I dun wanna disturb you'. Then, feel sad of that incapability to know their news. It's just an endless loop. Should I be the one who always ask first? Why won't they ask me? Do they still care about me? Sorry, these are just my random thoughts. Hopefully nothing bad happens...

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Comfortable Loneliness

Hmm, dunno why now I feel that loneliness is my friend now, as it was my biggest enemy a year ago. I feel comfortable when I'm lonely. And you know what? Suddenly I lost my interest of hanging out with Quest. Why? I also dunno the answer. I just feel like it's better to hang out with a few people only than in a big group. I just feel more comfortable with that way.

Another thing is that I really lost my style in communicating with my buddies. I lost the way we talk with laughs. Now, when I chat with them, it feels like almost all that I said are serious matters. The frequency is also diminishing, maybe once a month. Or maybe never in a month. I just wonder whether they will ever find me or chat with me first, as I am always become the first one who find them. Yeah, slowly but sure, I find that being alone is a comfortable thing again. I dunno this is good or not. Maybe it's just today that I feel that way...

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