Somehow, the last part of the sentence of that quote is what is really happening to me now. Just substitute the "virtual" with "college" and "real" with "school". Yes, now I feel more alive and comfortable with my college friends. This is bad, and I am in danger now. Dunno why suddenly I feel like wanna run away from my school friends, including my buddies. I don't have that 'urge' to find them anymore. I dunno why, maybe because I'm too tired of becoming the one who always find them first? I just wanna see, whether they still care about me or not. Haahh, I just feel sad, with myself, and them. Changed, yeah, indeed I have changed. So sorry, I am trying not to change, and still trying to maintain what it's supposed to be. But then, a relationship needs efforts from both sides, not just from one side...
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