This question is now often asked by my friends or relatives, "When will u find a girlfriend?" Or, they always said this sentence," Well, you should find a girlfriend now" Yeah, I know that because of my age now they will say or ask about that. Girlfriend, sometimes I am wondering how it feels like of having a girlfriend. But then, I am a realistic person, that makes me stop of wondering about it. There are some reasons why I don't want to have, or even find a girlfriend until now.
First, the very basic reason is (I'm kinda embarrassed of saying this) I never fall in love with a girl. YES, IT IS TRUE. I never feel love at the first sight, or love a girl very much that make me crazy of her. If somebody asked me do I ever like a girl then I will say yes. I ever like a girl, just LIKE, it means that her beauty only, but not LOVE her. Then, the second reason is that the most realistic one. Are there any girls who want to date with a jobless and not rich boy? I bet no. Now, I'm still jobless and dun have any vehicle to drive. Minimum, a girl wants to be fetched by a car now. Not many girls want to be fetch with motorcycle. Then, another reason is I am still a selfish person until now. Yeah, I often do things that benefit my own life. Just imagine, I rarely can sacrifice something to my family, so how can I sacrifice something to someone outside my family? So I won't find any girlfriend if I'm still like that rather than I ever hurt a girl's feelings. The last one maybe, I still have many dreams to be achieved. I can't concentrate on two things, and I choose my dreams first.
Maybe people will find myself weird, but this is me. Just let the life flows, and I believe someday God will give me a girl that I can really love =)
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