Just read her post. After I read her post title, I'm also wondering, just like the title, "Where is Carissa Clarence?" Yes, seems like after she enter her uni, the old her has been gone. And after each year passed, she suffered a lot I think, I can't understand why, because I'm not in her position. Many people said that the "Lion Cage" city is a hard place to live in, but I think that's not the only factor that made her so depressed and felt like she lost her life. She is alone, yes alone. She needs people to encourage, to comfort her there.
I used to pray for her every night, praying that God can relieve her stress, give her strength in her life. But after that 'incident', I've stopped it. I can't tell the reason why. After reading her post this morning, this question popped up in my mind, "Should I pray for her again?" and I decided to start it again starting from tonight. You know Car, you can just pray to God when you feel that your life isn't going well. Just cry if you need to, just pour out all of things that burden you, He will surely heal your pain, encourage you, give you strength to face this world. I dunno whether you find Him only when you feel you can't bear with your life burdens, I just wanna tell you that you should find Him instead of what conditions you are having in your life. I know that I'm not that perfect and even still at the lowest level in my spiritual life, but this is my suggestion as your friend. I believe that the old you that I used to know will come back again if you try again and let God has his part in it. You'll find your way of life, and all you need is believe that it'll happen and believe in Him =)
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