Lonesome

Today's weather is a perfect one to feeling blue. Yes, cloudy even rain from morning till late afternoon. Fortunately, my day was not that blue today, although I didn't why I like to have that missing feeling again. Spent my whole afternoon on my group's marketing project. My friends and I went to one of my friend's house to make an advertisement for our product. Yeah, fortunately it went well, we laughed a lot when we were taking the scenes. Even I can still laugh if I remembered those scenes again XD 

Hufh, but that happy feeling was short-term one, now, I feel lonely again. How can I make this feeling fade away? And now, I even hardly feel blue again. I'm afraid that, this is a sign that I'm farther and farther from my old friends. If I could choose, I chose to feel that feeling although it tortures me a lot, rather than I lost my friends. What's inside me now, I even can't tell what's it. Blank. Cold. Or lonely?