Tonite is supposed to be a fun nite. But, this body, mind and soul won't let me to have that. Woke up in a chaotic mind, too many things to think of. Just spent today by reviewing Accounting for next week quiz, and find information for next week's debate. This body is tired, physically and mentally. How I really wish to hang out, but the condition didn't let me to. Tonite is the last night for my bro to have night shift, and that means my 'lonely' night will end.
Feel like being abandoned by my buddies these days. Dunno why I feel like that. I know that they are busy, or they just ignore me? I dunno when will I free from this so-called 'lonely' prison. I wanna know who will take me out from that 'prison'. Jokes, games, and study are just 'morphine' to me, relieve me for a while, then feel this kind of feeling again. Will I have to face this for the rest of my life? Sounds horrible if it's true. Maybe I should sleep earlier before I hurt myself over and over again...
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