Friday, December 27, 2013

Hard Slap

Well hello, Merry Christmas everyone! =) So happy that this year I could celebrate Christmas with Trio Chubby and thanks to Yulie for informing me and reserving seats for us =) Another blessing again, Vutet gave me and Wenny a book for each of us, about Christianity. Me got 'Crazy Love' by Francis Chan, which is actually I want to borrow from her this holiday, but she decided to give it to me although she hasn't finished reading the book. Thanks Vut for the book =)

Actually I've read the first and second chapter of the book, but I decided to read it from the beginning again to refresh my memories about what I've already read. This book is very amazing I guess, open up and correct all my perspective about Christian life. And there's a chapter, about the profile of lukewarm people. Hah, I just felt like being slapped hardly when I read about that chapter. I realized that I'm still very far far far far far far far far away from what God wants me to do. I felt like I'm the most useless human being that He ever created. However, He always loves me, and always will be. I wanna learn, slowly but sure to love Him unconditionally. I wanna learn, to devote myself to Him. I don't want to be a lukewarm person, partially committed to Him. My feeling was overwhelmed nonstop when I read the book, like there was a war inside it. I wanna talk a lot to Him tonight...
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