Beginning of an End?

Wow, left this blog for half of month. Yeah, quite busy for my final things and I'm sooooooooo glad that I've passed this semester. Bye semester 7, won't miss you for sure XD

Well, after his problem, I had a problem a week after his. Yeah, it was about the community that I'd joined. At that Saturday, the director asked for our confirmation whether we would attend the birthday event or not. Then, I texted him to inform him that I wouldn't go, as I would have my final on those days. The director's reply wasn't that nice, but I just thought it wasn't a problem. He told me that there would be an assignment and I could accept it. The thing that made me so disappointed was the director's tweets. He retweeted news about Jakarta's vice governor and tweeted things that opposed him. Not only that, he wrote 'CINA' in his tweet. I couldn't believe that he could be a racist person. It was such a waste, an intellectual person yet racist. The climax was he teased us who wouldn't attend at Whatsapp group, he said that we couldn't go because of the assignment that he would give. At that time, I decided to resign from this community. Many things convinced me to resign. First, the program for each department doesn't run at all, only the 'kultweet' that is being run. Then, the articles that he asked us to write are nowhere, and he also asked us to collect our mid paper questions, but no news at all until today. Seems like it's out of its real intention already. Only if there is an event, then this community is very active. I just wanna ask, is it our fault if we can't attend the event? Our reason was reasonable, we were having our final! Not only that, he seemed like indirectly forcing us to attend the event, does he think that all of us had the money to go there? Why didn't he discuss about the date first? If he thinks that he can act at his own all of the time, then forget it, I just can't stand with person like this. This is a community, not a company.

So, today I decided to send email with my resignation letter attachment in it to the director. No hard feelings, because I'd prayed for this decision for 2 weeks. And God really answered my prayer. I texted him and he just said that he already checked it, only that. It was good that there was no attempt from him to say something like 'Please don't leave'. The one who was very sad was my manager. She was kinda shock I think. Yeah, this is my decision already, there is no need for me to be in this community. The reasons that I told them were I have to handle my family business and need to focus on my thesis. I also added some 'spices' in my letter, hahax XD I must say that, my ex-manager is the first and the greatest manager that I ever had. She is the most caring person in my team I think. I just hope that my ex-team will still be a great team, and I can still become their friends. I just felt relieved and maybe this will be a beginning of another twist in my life. God, never stops giving me surprises in my life =)

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