Hmm, this morning I tried to browse about how to hear God's voice. I got many ways, for example through other people, through our environments, etc. If we can hear the audible voice, it refers to some kind of big matter. Well, it means I ever hear God's voice, but through other people, especially from my buddy at Jogja. Not seldom I realize things after I chatted with him. Then, I browsed about how to spend my time with God, I found that I can spend my time with prayer, reading Bible, and worship. Probably the most need patience one is reading Bible. I don't why now I feel hard in reading Bible. I just can't stand, just like rushing to something, I don't what feeling is that. Well, I try and try to chill myself, and somehow I succeed. Now, worship, probably the most difficult to execute, but actually, what form of worship does it need? I have no idea on the real meaning of worship. Well, I also read on finding Christian partners, to help us in translating the real meaning inside the Bible. Hmm, I only know my buddy at Jogja, who really pray and worship to Him. But, I am kinda afraid of asking him become one of the partner, I am afraid of disturbing him, since he is usually busy. I try to change myself, hopefully, I can really change and become blessings to my family. God, please lead me and strengthen me. Amen...
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