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Here I am again, in this quiet and silent night, when my bro has night shift. My feeling, again, feels missing my buddies. I didn't chat with any of my buddies today, afraid of disturbing them. Listening to mellow and sad songs, really kill my feeling. Reminiscing again and again about my school time, makes me missing it so much. If there is a time machine, I will go to my school time, the time you can still have fun with your friends, not much things to be thought. Sometimes, just wanna cry when I am remembering those moments. Too precious friends, too precious. Priceless, can't get anywhere else in this world. I wonder if I can still feel like this in next few years ahead. Dunno I am stupid or not, feel this feeling over and over again, torturing myself. Buddies, need you now...