Sigh

Hufh, these days I pass with a thought of my best friends. I dunno why I really miss them, I always feel sad when I remember them. It's a kind like a nothing-to-do syndrome, which I always start remembering my high school life and my best friends. I really, really wanna hang out with them, share some stories, reminiscing memories, etc. Still, I dunno if my best friends are really admit me as one of their best friends. I make them as my best friends because they are the ones who really give me a great effect in my life. I dunno what feeling inside me now, but I feel really sad, empty, hurt, that can make me cry now.

Looking at their progress in their college life, they are such great persons. They have achieved many things, when I'm just spending my time for many useless activities. I envy them very much, that I really wanna achieve something great in this year. I really need to repeat my shining year to motivate me and encourage me again. I think they are really happy at the place where they belong to now, except Purplelicious. She suffered much at her new place. I just think positively that I am still needed in Medan, while they are needed at another places. Yeah, achieving something great isn't easy, it needs patience, hard work, discipline and sacrifices. Not only that, I really wanna prove to my family that I can make them proud of me. But still, even I have achieved something great, they are just "Oh,great!", "Nice, keep it up", "Clever boy". But I don't care, it's just God who make me success, I just need to make God proud too. I just wanna use what God give to me.

Maybe this will boost up my life very much : having a car. Without a car, I can't do many things. Too much things. Maybe I can do some sort of things at holiday if I have a car. I don't beg for a luxury car, just a second used car is okay. I just wanna practice my driving skill, so I can be more useful. That's just simple, but seems my parents hardly to understand it. Finally, my holiday is less than one week. I can't wait to study again and see my first semester results. Hope I get nice grades.

Oh yeah, Happy New Year to all of my friends...=) Seems like it's late, but it's okay...

I have posted this video, but this time is dedicated to my best friends, who maybe never know that this blog exists. I almost cry when I watch this episode yesterday... I really hope this video can teach us about our friendships. =)