Hello, left this blog for several weeks. Now, I'm currently employed by my friend for her new business. Since I have accepted this offer, I'm quite pressured by this source of all problems, which is 'money'. Why do I say that I'm pressured of it? First, the very basic thing of every work/job is the salary. My parents keep on asking me whether I've talked about this with my friend. I just keep on reassuring them that I'll talk about it with my friend, although there's still no agreement between us till today. Second thing is that I have to face my 'once-considered-bestfriend', who has changed because of it. It's heartbreaking every time they talk about him, and when I told them the real truth of him. I've promised that I won't care about him again, but I'm too naive that I still pray for him every night. My mood will suddenly change when his name is mentioned. Third reason is that one of my friends who is also employed by this friend, said to me about the certainty of our salary. I just kept silent when she talked about it (You, who probably read this blog and know the person, just don't tell her anything about this). I hate it, why does money cause many problems in humanity? I don't say that I don't need money, but how it causes many problems, even makes friendships broken into pieces, makes me wish for it never existed.
I hate when I should think of money, although I know that God always blesses me everyday. I've ever passed the hard times, and I can pass it, that is because I try to let all things handled by Him. How I wish I didn't have to think of money and just believe that Him would take care of me just like He takes care all animals and plants. But I do believe one thing, if someone can't pay back my good deeds, then God will repay me in Heaven. So, there's still joy although some people don't pay back my good deeds =)
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