Tired of being blamed, by my own parents. It's such a simple thing that doesn't have to be blamed, but they do. I dunno whether they are good parents or not, as there is no an accurate indicator for that. I'm tired being treated like this. Maybe remain silent is the best way. Dun blame me if I stay silent next time. It's u who made me like this. I never feel comfort again in this house, never. They never understand me. Question this thing often, are they my real parents? Stupid, but needed to be questioned. Just till today I always keep my anger, disappointment on them. I rarely express it. Thanks God that He can lift those things up as if I never felt it. Only Him, who can encourage me to live in this world. I dun have anyone who can understand me well, except Him. Am I really alone in this world? Pray, pray and pray; that's the key to calm myself.
Gonna start final tomorrow, guess have to sleep earlier tonite, so I won't oversleep. Jesus, please bless my final...Amen...
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