Buddy Post~

I have planned this post for quite some time, and at last I can post something which is dedicated to my buddies. At every buddy post, I will tell all things bout a buddy. Tonite, I choose my very first buddy, Eric. Yes, he is my first REAL buddy, as I have many fake buddies in my life.

I knew him from the last year of elementary school. Actually, from that 100th years of Methodist event. I never ever know and see him, but strangely, when I sat alone after the practice, he came and sat beside me, and "SKSD" introduced himself to me. At that time, I felt awkward, and we just had a simple chit-chat. Then, I never met him again until I entered JHS. Surprisingly, he was in the same class with me. First impression bout him is he is such a naughty boy who always come late and lazy to study...XD But, that was just the first year. At the second year of JHS, he sat just behind of me. At first, we just chatted just like normal friends. But, more day passed, closer we are. He started to tell his "amazing" stories, and this is the first time I have such a nice and precious friend. He introduced me about Christian, he lent me his books about that, and he told me stories about that also. I started to pray since then, as I ever stopped since I entered JHS. He used to invite me to Christmas party also, but I only joined once, since my parents are not allowing me to change my religion (indirectly). I always feel guilty to reject his invitation, really GUILTY. That's because of my parents.

Then, we were in the last year of JHS, he still sat behind me, but something had been missing from him. He became an introvert person. I never heard about his stories again. All he did is just making fun of me. == Then, we were graduated from JHS and entered SHS, and we were in the same class again. At the beginning of the first year, he sat just beside me. Not much change from last year. Suddenly, I was moved by my form teacher to another place, and I seldom talked to him again. Then, the second year of SHS, we were in the same class again, and this time I sat not far from him. But then, I was moved again to a far far place (I dunno why the form teachers like to move me ==). At this second year, I was at the same group in Biology lab with him, just a normal friend relationship that happened. I felt that we were having a special friendship (not like others' thought), which may be a true friendship that I have been searching for, but still he didn't respond it. I almost lost my hope at the last year of SHS. This is the last year, but he still didn't respond. We were not in the same group again, we seldom talked. Just for school things that we ever talked. Even after graduation. I dunno why I was more emo after graduated from SHS. Then, a day in July, I felt very emo, really really emo. That made me posted a note at fb, which talked about our hopeless friendship. I poured out all of my disappointment on him, all my angers, my hopeless hopes. After I wrote that note, I decided to hide it from Quest, but I dunno why it was still available for Quest to read the note. Then, he was told by a Quester about this note, which made him feel very guilty at the first time. He tried to call me again and again, but I didn't wanna accept the phone. Until a day when I went out with one of my buddy, he still phoned me, and I rejected it. I didn't have any idea why he could phone my buddy, and with all of the pressure, I accepted his call via my buddy's phone.

At first, he asked me why I didn't pick up the phone, and I lied that I didn't touch my phone the whole day. I just didn't want to talk or see him again at that time. He asked me whether I could go out with him the next day, then I said yes. After that, I was nervous, I was thinking of his disappointment, his anger, etc. What another "lebay" things that happened is I couldn't eat well...XD Then, the day had come, and he was going to fetch me from my home to an outdoor place, which I had guessed. It was Cemara Asri. Then, we chose a place to sit down and talked about this thing. He started to look at me and give me his phone to see his sent messages which were not received by my phone...== I just felt something stabbed my heart when I saw him. He then started to take a piece of folded paper and a pen. I was wondering what was that paper about. That paper was my note.... Sudden speechless. He started to talk about my note by asking me what were the points in the note that I didn't like from him. Then, I explained to him. Surprisingly, this is what made him become the best buddy that I ever had, he wanted to cry over this thing. He didn't even wanna start our friendship from the beginning, as I wrote at the note. Then, we started to talk openly again. This was what I seek from him since the last year of JHS. I called that day as "Confession Day".=) He really, really become the most precious friend ever. He even wanna change himself because of my note. I learned some things from him too. His confidence, his braveness, his religious side.

He got his girlfriend too last year, and I am very happy with that. He is such a good man, and his girlfriend isn't bad too, suits to him. But I don't know whether this can survive until their marriage, because God decides all things in our life. I just can pray the best for him, that's all. Seems like a lot to say, hahax...=) Enough with the first buddy post, hahax...XD

These are some pics of him:

Cool guys =)

Another pics of cool guys =p

Him :), CT :*, Me :p

His beloved Horny Family

His seatmate in JHS, Him, Me, My seatmate in JHS :)

Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice:"To keep it, to fight for it and to work for it!"